Hello i am 27 years old and have been suffering through depression for the past 12 years i have been on several medications and nothing seems to work i am running out of hope that something will work. I have tried to commit suicide 4 times since the age of 16 last oct i almost succeeded they gave me a 25% chance to live in the ambulance i woke up on a breathing machine and other machines and when i woke up i was sad that i was still alive my dr thinks i may be one of the few patients that med doesnt work for so i hope someone out there can help me and give me advice and tell me other solutions besides med therapy and hospitalization because i was even in impatient programs i am running out of hope and i feel as though i am giving up and maybe i wont be here next year i really need some advice and this is hard for me to post to strangers but i am desperate at this point and will try anything i need to get well for my kids and husband and family someone please help me see the light at the end of the tunnel that i no longer see