After 10 year of being dx’ed with PD, I though I was pretty well adjusted to it mentally.
Over the past few weeks, I have been having these weird little thoughts creeping into my head. This past Saturday, my wife and daughter were gone for most of the day. I found myself sitting here with a loaded gun at my head. Luckily, I am taking an antidepressant. I was smart enough to call my brother for help. Before he arrived the thought had already passed but it really scared the hell out me. I had my brother collect all my guns and ammo and take them home with him.

As of right now, I can’t explain why or how this happen. I started out having a really good day. I will be starting therapy Monday morning. I will try to keep you informed.

GregD

Greg, are you taking Stalevo? It is a little known fact, but a fact nevertheless, that Stalevo causes suicidal thoughts. On my first follow-up neuro appointment after starting on Stalevo and dropping selegiline was: "Do you think about death often?" And, surprisingly enough, I do. It had never happened to me while I was on Sinemet and selegiline. So, the meds you take have a lot to do with it. Make sure you have your drug regimen adjusted immediately and quit fooling around with guns.
Why the **** you want a gun in the house, anyway? (scold, scold... )

Teresa,
No I'm not taking Stalevo. However, I am taking Comtan which is the drug mixed with Sinemet in Stalevo. I also take Sinemet. I hadn't heard about Stalevo causing suicidal thoughts until your post. I had never even thought of suicide until this last Saturday. As for the guns, I used to be a quite avid hunter. Since my PD dx they have remained locked in the gun safe without a thought. At least they are out of here now.

GregD

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Contra-indications (When Not To Use)

* If you are allergic to levodopa, carbidopa or entacapone, or any of the other ingredients of Stalevo®.
* If you have narrow-angle glaucoma (an eye disorder).
* If you have a tumour of the adrenal gland.
* If you are taking certain medicines for treating depression (selective MAO-A plus MAO-B inhibitors, or non-selective MAO-inhibitors).
* If you have ever had neuroleptic malignant syndrome (NMS - a rare reaction to medicines used to treat severe mental disorders).
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Most common effects include:

* Uncontrolled movements
* Feeling sick (nausea)
* Mental changes including paranoid and psychotic symptoms, depression (possibly with thoughts of suicide) and problems with memory or thinking.
* Urine turns reddish-brown (this is harmless).

Should you wish to stop taking Stalevo®, always talk to your doctor first. Withdrawal of treatment may need to be done gradually, and your other medications may need to be adjusted to compensate for this change.

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Stalevo

Generic Name: Carbidopa/Entacapone/Levodopa Tablets (KAR-bi-DOE-pa/en-TA-ka-pone/lee-voe-DOE-pa)
Brand Name: Stalevo

Stalevo is used for:

Treating symptoms of Parkinson disease.

Stalevo is an antidyskinetic combination of dopamine enhancing medicines. It works by increasing the amounts of dopamine in the brain. By increasing the amounts of dopamine in the brain, the chemicals of the brain become more balanced and the symptoms of these diseases are lessened.
Do NOT use Stalevo if:

* you are allergic to any ingredient in Stalevo
* you have narrow-angle glaucoma, skin growths of unknown cause, skin cancer, or a history of skin cancer
* you have taken furazolidone or a monoamine oxidase (MAO) inhibitor (eg, phenelzine) within the last 14 days

Contact your doctor or health care provider right away if any of these apply to you.
Before using Stalevo :

Some medical conditions may interact with Stalevo . Tell your doctor or pharmacist if you have any medical conditions, especially if any of the following apply to you:

* if you are pregnant, plan to become pregnant, or are breast-feeding
* if you are taking any prescription or nonprescription medicine, herbal preparation, or dietary supplement
* if you have allergies to medicines or other substances
* if you have a history of heart problems or heart attack, blood pressure problems, lung problems (eg, asthma), kidney or liver problems, or mood or mental disorders
* if you have stomach or intestinal problems (eg, ulcers) or biliary or gallbladder problems

Some MEDICINES MAY INTERACT with Stalevo . Tell your health care provider if you are taking any other medicines, especially any of the following:

* Ampicillin, chloramphenicol, cholestyramine, erythromycin, probenecid, or rifampicin because side effects of Stalevo may be increased
* Furazolidone, MAO inhibitors (eg, phenelzine), selegiline, or tricyclic antidepressants (eg, amitriptyline) because serious side effects (eg, headache, very high blood pressure, abnormal heartbeat) may occur
* Apomorphine, butyrophenones (eg, haloperidol), hydantoins (eg, phenytoin), isoniazid, metoclopramide, papaverine, phenothiazines (eg, chlorpromazine), or risperidone because effectiveness of Stalevo may be decreased
* Sympathomimetics (eg, phenylephrine) because side effects may be increased by Stalevo
* Digoxin and iron salts (eg, ferrous sulfate) because effectiveness may be decreased by Stalevo

This may not be a complete list of all interactions that may occur. Ask your health care provider if Stalevo may interact with other medicines that you take. Check with your health care provider before you start, stop, or change the dose of any medicine.
How to use Stalevo :

Use Stalevo as directed by your doctor. Check the label on the medicine for exact dosing instructions.

* Stalevo may be taken with or without food. If upset stomach occurs, take with food to reduce stomach irritation.
* Swallow Stalevo whole. Do not break, crush, or chew before swallowing.
* Take Stalevo at least 4 hours before or after taking iron salts (eg, ferrous sulfate).
* If you miss a dose of Stalevo , take it as soon as possible. If it is almost time for your next dose, skip the missed dose and go back to your regular dosing schedule. Do not take 2 doses at once.

Ask your health care provider any questions you may have about how to use Stalevo .

Important safety information:

* Stalevo may cause dizziness or light-headedness. Do not drive, operate machinery, or do anything else that could be dangerous until you know how you react to Stalevo . Using Stalevo alone, with certain other medicines, or with alcohol may lessen your ability to drive or to perform other potentially dangerous tasks.
* Avoid drinking alcohol or taking other medications that cause drowsiness (eg, sedatives, tranquilizers) while taking Stalevo . Stalevo will add to the effects of alcohol and other depressants. Ask your pharmacist if you have questions about which medicines are depressants.
* Diets high in protein may prevent your body's ability to absorb Stalevo . Dietary protein should be eaten evenly throughout the day.
* Gradually increase physical activity as your symptoms improve.
* Stalevo may discolor the saliva, urine, or sweat a dark color (red, brown, or black). This is normal and not a cause for concern.
* Neuroleptic malignant syndrome (NMS) is a potentially deadly syndrome sometimes associated with Stalevo . Symptoms may include increased body heat; rigid muscles; altered mental abilities, including lack of response to your surroundings; fast or irregular heartbeat; sweating. Contact your doctor at once if any of these symptoms occur.
* Before you have any medical or dental treatments, emergency care, or surgery, tell the doctor or dentist that you are using Stalevo .
* Diabetic patients - Stalevo may cause false test results with some urine glucose tests.
* LAB TESTS, including complete blood cell counts and heart, liver, and kidney function tests, may be performed to monitor your progress. Be sure to keep all doctor and lab appointments.
* Use Stalevo with extreme caution in the ELDERLY because they may be more sensitive to its effects.
* This medicine is not recommended for use in CHILDREN. Safety and effectiveness have not been confirmed.
* PREGNANCY and BREAST-FEEDING: If you become pregnant, discuss with your doctor the benefits and risks of using Stalevo during pregnancy. It is unknown if Stalevo is excreted in breast milk. If you are or will be breast-feeding while you are using Stalevo , check with your doctor or pharmacist to discuss the risks to your baby.

Possible side effects of Stalevo :

All medicines may cause side effects, but many people have no, or minor, side effects. Check with your doctor if any of these most COMMON side effects persist or become bothersome:

Change in taste; constipation; diarrhea; dizziness; drowsiness; dry mouth; headache; loss of appetite; nausea; upset stomach.

Seek medical attention right away if any of these SEVERE side effects occur:

Severe allergic reactions (rash; hives; difficulty breathing; tightness in the chest; swelling of the mouth, face, lips, or tongue); chest pain; confusion; dark urine; depression with thoughts of suicide; fainting; fever; hallucinations; increased or irregular heart beat; lack of response to environment; mental changes; paranoia; rigid muscles; seizures; severe abdominal pain; severe or persistent diarrhea; stomach pain; trouble sleeping; unusual or painful movements of face, eyelids, mouth, tongue, arms, hands, or legs; unusual sweating; vomiting; yellowing of skin or eyes.

This is not a complete list of all side effects that may occur. If you have questions or need medical advice about side effects, contact your doctor or health care provider. You may report side effects to the FDA at 1-800-FDA-1088 (1-800-332-1088) or at http://www.fda.gov/medwatch.
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Store Stalevo at room temperature, between 59 and 86 degrees F (15 and 30 degrees C). Protect from heat, moisture, and light. Keep in a tight, light-resistant container. Do not store in the bathroom. Keep Stalevo out of the reach of children and away from pets.
General information:

* If you have any questions about Stalevo , please talk with your doctor, pharmacist, or other health care provider.
* Stalevo is to be used only by the patient for whom it is prescribed. Do not share it with other people.
* If your symptoms do not improve or if they become worse, check with your doctor.

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Hi Greg,

How frightening. My ex-husband began having extreme panic attacks. He always was a nervous person as long as I have known him. One day my youngest son, Tim, who is a paramedic went to vist him and found him nude with a gun to his head. He was able to talk him out of suicide and took him to a mental health hospital where he remained in lock down for two days.

A few years later, he was changed to a different health insurance and dropped his conseling and drug therapy. The day my middle son arrived home from his tour of duty in Iraq, his father called him while he was enroute and he again rushed him to the hospital for another lock down.

My ex-husband is not a hunter, but likes to target shoot to relieve stress. My youngest son took all the guns to my house and locked them up.

The world we live in has a whole different type of stress than a hundred years ago. Most of the stress required manual labor which allowed the body to perspire out of their system some of the bad chemicals. The work week was 40 hours, mothers were home with the children, dads could kick up their feet for a few hours and weekends were family time. Now due to health care costs, those who work are stuck behind computers working 60 to 70 hour work hours a week, much of it on weekends so employers won't have to pay health benefits. The average worker has to sit most of his working hours and as the years go by their girth increases.

Americans may live in the most productive society, but is the chronic stress worth the bucks?

Vicky

Greg,

Lord knows we have many reasons to end up where you did that night. But nevertheless, you don't want to go there again. I just want to toss in a thought about violent crime, which you were almost a victim of recently.

I was burglarized a couple of times many years ago and it made me do weird things afterward, like stand out on the lanai and point a rifle (there was just field and woods behind me but I suspected a neighbor.}

I had no idea how to use the rifle! It wasn't loaded. But I used to imagine shooting someone in my home. Only time in my life where I actually wanted to shoot someone; it was such an invasion.

There may be no connection. But it's not you to behave in that manner, so how about analyzing the chemicals (meds) going in and the thoughts you are having with someone who can give you some professional advice. One more thing to do I know - that's how I look at everything these days, one more thing to do. But important.

paula

for sharing this experience, greg. realy good that you were able to call your brother in the middle ofit.

i,ve had experience with acute depression and it iis no party. be good to yourself and know that people love you and care about you.

hang in there,, buddy and seek help.