My turn to vent and to have a breakdown. Tomorrow will be 4 months since this all started and changed my life. I feel so sad and hopeless. No diagnosis...and in so much pain. My Lyrica seems to work a bit, but last week it stopped working as well, so in increased the dosage. But now, after only a few days, its again not working as well. I've been referred to a pain Dr. but of course can't get in for 2 months.

I just want my old body back. Its so hard to live like this, in pain all the time. Its so hard to be a good Mom to my little boy, and to work and to be normal. The Lyrica is making me so foggy and forgetful all the time. I just want to be my old self, minus the drug fog. Today I couldn't remember what Christmas presents I had gotten people. Sorry to be a downer, but I just have some days when I can't stay positive.