If it weren't for the prescription narcotics that I have, I would have been in the emergency room for the past 5 days.

I don't understand what is going on.

I was living life again. It wasn't as good as I wanted it to be, but it was manageable. I was driving, cooking, doing housework. I hadn't needed help from my mother in 3 months (that is how much better I was doing). I was even doing a little work out routine. I was thinking more clearly, the brain fog was cleared.I was sleeping for about 2 months with only 2 all nighters. When I did wake up with a pain issue I would take 1/2 of a pill and it would settle.

Throughout the long months after my onset, my blood pressure had improved so that I could stand up without everything going black much more often. The buzzing was still there but very mild.
I was so much recovered and had a few short setbacks, but always rebounded and kept coming back and still improving. It took so long to get where I was. It was hell. The recovery was so slow- but happened and now here I am again.

I am buzzing, tingling, and in disgusting pain.
I can't drive my car because I can barely move my neck. The pain in my whole spine is nauseating. I was chewing a piece of turkey yesterday and had to spit it out because the pain from swallowing shot nerve pain throughout my cervical and thoracic spine. I can't think because my whole face, head, and neck feel like they are being compressed and full of some kind of fuzz.

I am so sad. I was me again. I was happy again. I can't think of what happened that set me off into this state again.