Since the onset of the heart attack followed by the Small Fiber Neouropathy disease I have not set foot in the local diner until this morning. It was nice yet also very different. I look fine, walk fine but feel so disconnected to everyone that can walk & use their hands without any pain. The acceptance of whom I am now is going to take a long time. Of course everyone is different but I'm having a terrible time getting used to this and honestly don't want to. Any sage advise on how to adjust and feel happy being alive?

I had dreams and plans for myself just like anyone and now they are all gone. Not sure what to do..........

Thanks....

Cliffman