this is just a place to vent
 

dear God
my Brother Jesus
my Mother

thank you for yet another day

there is a beautiful place
a place of soothing
sweet sound of Love

through a dear sweet friend
not having very good sleep
thinking of all the added stress
i have to endure
where to put it
i don't have any
room in my being
to the point of not wanting
to move on any more
i cannot corrupt
Focus on Blessings2
that is a place to be
thankful in all
and not ***** all
so much
my pain is pretty darn
bad right now
i wish i could have
the hardware taken out
it hurts so badly
my shoulders feel so bruised
the weight is heavy
be it my Cross
i carry it with Honor
with the weather rain rain
all needed rain
i get the feeling
the Almighty is speaking
as natural disasters along
with human brutality
the non compliance
the fact that Navada
fire, water, air, earthquakes
and we just keep pushing
without the consequences
i think not
lets look at Apple's
latest gadget that should
have been a thought in the beginning
but oh no lets get the phone to be worthless
to the robber
it is televised
here in the TRI-STATE
the therm used among the ones who
steal the products call it "apple pickin"
now political persons among several
states collectively will talk about
this disabling the phone
only good with the new phones
bull turd

so i have decided to take Corissa's
father to court
and return the way payment is made
should have never relieved him or
had him removed from the system

i was the fool
no one else
he just got what he wanted
not if i have anything to do with it
be it my duty to the rest of the unfortunate
as all my life it be difficult because of the
non compliance and am done

when has any President
or any running mate
ever in my life time
cleaned up the child support
system
MAKE NO MISTAKE
THERE IS A SYSTEM
IT IS A MATTER OF GETTING
WORKERS SITTING ON THEIR HANDS
MY LIFE
MY LIFE
oh how difficult it was raising
4 children by myself
now financial aid
again MY CASE WITH MY
EX-HUSBAND SET PRESIDENT
GENERAL MOTORS
oh the things i have been through
i wonder what kind of book would
it be

now moving in here
put laminate flooring down
and bingo
water infiltration
destroyed
and because wind driven
rain is the issue and i didn't
do the painting
for i would have seen the
window frame has come away
from the building
therefore i can see directly outside

my insurance agent
after paying for renters insurance
ever since i have been on my own
he said that,
because i was in the efficiency
had floors put down
and 4 floors above me
a pipe burst
to no submit
they are to close together
i could be dropped
i was mortified
been paying since i was 20's
to have it if
anyone hurts themselves
or worse yet a fire
this is a rip off in the end
of course i won't give up the
insurance
suggested to speak to the owner
management knows for almost a week
the super a week already
so i ask anyone who would like to chime in
i'm a smart cookie
with always something to learn
in this particular case is it FAIR
to say

one week lead time for a super or any maintenance
to show up to the apartment ?????
to respond to my call of the water infiltration

i just came from a brand new building being
built in my home town forced to move out into another town
my Mayor in my old home town and will forever
remain the same my Mayor is my boss
now the Mayor of this town is at war with my boss
and known him since he too was a little tike
his mother and father superintendents for the
same owner
both pretty much equal in apartments
for my parents 32 family
pristine on a rock as Hoboken is more under
water then not
my pain specialist who's business
is in that area flooded when we were hit
by SANDY
well it is Friday
the phone ringing off the hook since
7:00 this morning Christine is having a melt down
so sister and sister are together as they only
live about 15 blocks from each other in my old home town
the baby is with me and my daughter
who lives with mommy she is only 15teen
that teenage age
but mamma is here
you can always count on mommy
that is just the way it is
they need me
dear Brother
your Father has shown
himself to me by answering prayers
that only he and i know of
never saying a word to anyone
make no mistake I me Eva has
no doubt as FAITH is empowered by belief
and I SHOUT IT FROM THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN
I BELIEVE
might i please put in prayer
you continue to carry me until
i gather up the time and truth
as i take Corissa's father to court
left a message
requesting several things
that i would like child support
in a money order
and all other submission
i will send him for 1/2 of
uniform, her very much need computer,
nothing special this one has exceeded its
warranty so therefore because it has been
taken care of it can be upgraded
i have always provided medical insurance
by working and hope to one day return
as my job is there
then there is her phone something
he has yet to have her phone repaired
i wish he never introduced her to a new
phone
surprised her with it
took all my planned
use of what i believe would have
taught her responsibility
a phone that needs to be topped up
with money purchase the card she chooses
to
and with what money you might be thinking
her allowance money by taking out the garbage every day
well that was very short lived and took that very much
needed lesson in life
he changed all that
and because his other children
i think it's 5 one not by him but
because the wife from the DOMINIC REPUBLIC
after his previous wife deceased breast cancer
went to the brain
point
this piece of turd
can afford to pay a hell
of a lot more and
i will be in the position
standing in the truth
my LORD
holding me up
as the truth comes
after all he never complied
to the request of the two year
return
and only paid minimum
so any suggestions?
as i pray hep me dear God
show me what to do

it is that
SOMEONE WHO CARES

WITH MUCH LOVE TO ALL
i did not do this to be mean Spirited
in anyway
But, to learn and understand
all diplomatically done
this is just a place to vent

Dear Eva,
You've been through so much. I'm praying for you and wishing for an angel
to comfort you in your troubles. :hug:

Prayers
 

And more prayers

you go girl
 

We all need to vent...great job Eva...get it out. All part of processing.

Here is your safe space...no judgements; no need to explain...lots of compassion...people that still listen...a place to let your guard down.

I suppose I am just saying what this board is for me along with all the great information.

don't keep it inside ...we are here for ya
Johanna

dear friend

thank you for the encouragement
you provide me with
it does not fall on deaf ears
use it
may i be a support
in anyway i can
much love in
return

someone who cares

lays heavy on my heart
 

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!
dearest of all

my heart is heavy
as today we gather as a family
at my Christine's apartment
a wondrous thing
it is fathers day
AND I AM ONLY REMINDED
you would think that after
ALL these years my ex-husband
coasted into whatever don't know
but i'm reminded of having
to pick up his slack
and i did
not only non-existent
but never complied to
the simple divorce
to pay child support
and provide insurance
he at the time was a
GENERAL MOTORS
man on the line
welder
horrible what happened
it did not have to be that way

and now
all i need to do is get the
justice for yet another child
why is it
i misjudged his word
it was on a trust basis
he requested me to relieve
him from court
my mistake for trusting
the picture is clearer
and clearer each situation
that arises with him
and although she is 15teen
the damage has already been done
now
going back to court
he will be exposed to the
truth of the facts since
she was born and need
blood on reserve as she
is sickle cell trait a let
down from father make
so to the point

my floors in the condition they are in
THE TYPED ITEMIZED
BILL HE WROTE UP
ARE LIES LIES AND MORE LIES
IT HAS NO LICENSE # AS A DOCUMENTED
CONTRACTOR

all the work done was in cash
his request $1,300.00 IN LABOR
SPECIFIED HE GIVES $100.00 IN
CASH EACH FOR ALL THREE WORKERS
HE HAD WITH HIM
he claims he did $1,800.00 in labor
in addition states the flooring goes
into the closets not true
they were put in the closets
in the previous apartment
and i have learned much
with deceitful persons
the devil workers real hard for
them

i ask for any opinions out there

i will always be looked
upon as someone red flagged
this includes my job
here in this building
my doctor who threw
me to the curb
and did nothing but
bill me

back to my heavy heart
i do want to report this kind
of business transaction
he claimed he was always
on the up and up
this i question
since he let loose
i have all my receipts
for all materials to
do the floors and partial paint
i only was missing his bill
and the receipt i paid credit card
i was there a huge warehouse
he was the last one with it
as he needed it for p/u
at the specified platform
never handed it to me
and when i asked him for the
bill for insurance purposes
that's when he snapped
i could have called myself
but as my daughter not
Corissa
"THAT'S WHAT FAX MACHINES
ARE FOR"
BINGO
HE GOT A COPY FROM
THE COMPANY IN LESS
THAN A 1/2 HOUR


now Corissa has done without any extras
except her phone
and that enticed her
exposed to what his children
her sisters have and the trips
that are taken twice a year
2 months in the summer and
1 1/2 months in the winter
his children driven to school
and picked up by him most
times or wife
Corissa was driven to school by me
since kindergarten to 7th grade
i became ill then it all changed
the day i thought i had a stiff neck

i was about to write earlier
how is it both the men i had
children
the only good thing they will
ever have given me
both hoping they would get a
to grow a see it is not about them
they were angry at me for not
submitting myself to them
i LOVE MY CHILDREN TO MUCH
but should i let him to proceed
to pay the minimum
not take him to court
for there is where all the truth
will come out
as he was asked some 15teen
years ago to bring in his two
year tax returns
does anyone get the picture
as i haven't done anything wrong
but stupidly giving others the
benefit of the doubt
shame on me

someone who cares

Trust MUST be EARNED
 

Dear One Who Cares-

I am so glad you have been there for your children in the dual parent role as the man you married was without substance to either his vows or his word. Would that one could "throw him under a bus" but he will be sorted out in all good time when he meets his maker. I think I do not want to be there for that conversation.....

The garbage "word is worthless" contractor..... well, this is PRECISELY why I do not trust contractors. Even most recently, the HVAC technician who came highly recommended proved not to be trustworthy. Thus, I am pretty good about having contractors sign off to agreements for work to be performed, price to be paid, insurance they must carry, and release of LIEN rights [regarding properties people own as opposed to renting]. Lastly, pay the person WHEN work complete, bills PAID, workers paid, Lien Waiver in hand.... then they have earned our hard earned money... BUT NEVER CASHOLA, NEVER CASH..... why, because one has the harder time proving payment with cash- as there is lack of documentation.

NOW----- Search Angie's List, a place where people REVIEW all sorts of contractors and handypeople. Drop an A Bomb on the list regarding your flake contractor and help forewarn others before they are the recipients of such foul treatment.

I so do pray the medical issues for Corissa are resolved to the good. If you are going to court this time again regarding father's dilatory care of his flesh and blood, think about NOT cutting Him any slack..... unless that cut job goes a bit lower than you might have originally contemplated. :D He could probably do with a little slack in that department. Take his pinky feet and hold them to the fire on the behalf of your dear child. I well and truly hope and pray you have counsel for this matter.

Keeping you in my prayers. :hug: :hug: :hug:

to court it is
 

my dear friend

your words ring
truth in my ears
the courts here in
this county need so
badly to do the work
they are assigned

why
because i know
never did i let my ex
get away with it
when ever i got word
i forwarded it to the
person in charge

as what is called a domino effect
the same goes with a system
a very long one but it's there

oh my friend
i just stopped for a moment
and realized who very much
i have been through
i have been fighting for
persons to do the right thing
do their job as it slows the
process or even halt it by
not doing anything
and the children
when divorced
i asked for nothing
for myself
just the children
that's right
no alimony
i was with council
for my divorce
did zip for my children

then there was G.M.
that never did as judge
ordered wage garnishment
zip for my children no insurance
persons sat on their hands
but i am who i am
a fighter for the underdog
in my case i have had council
3 times regarding this same issue
i learned an awful lot

i have done fairly well
when representing myself
with all the proof i have
a heck of a file

i just came from a new building
that was basically inhabitable
the owner threw in the towel
i broke him down

dear friend
i had municipal
and county
state
involved 10 years
but Judge Oliveri
caught him in many lies
for evidence and pictures
many other factors of proof
mostly correspondences
i think you get the picture

i am in good standing
have proof as Corissa's
father always paid through
the probation department
my mistake for relieving
him of probation department
now to put him back on it
allows me to open up
many cans of worms
but not at Corissa's expense
and will not treat her as he is

you support and understanding
is appreciated
naive maybe at first
trusting i wouldn't get ripped of
in that manner and behave
as he did no more

precious advice and what
a lift and a good awakening

i am so hurting helping
Christine
Sara was there
cut her hair
Corissa talking with big
sis
it was great
my hands are killing me
not to mention tired
Sara and hubby dropped
Christine at hospital
she is having a sleep test
done

so i will try and turn in
oh how everything hurts

so much i need and want to say
tomorrow
Eva is with us

may i again say
your words mean
what i feel

to continue

someone who cares

Prayin
 

That today is a BETTER BETTER, maybe even SUPER day for you Eva my Friend!

Uh huh, :hug: :hug: :hug:

just me and eva
it was beautiful
we did everything
together
dear GOD
hear our prayers

someone who cares

how cruel can a father be....
 

dear God
dear Brother
dear Mother

thank you for another day

sweet Lord
Christine relapsed again
it is a nasty agonizing process
and thank you dear God
Eva my grandchild safe
with us
she needs to go to her daily
meetings and look at IT as her
MEDICATIONS FOR SOBRIETY
DEAR LORD HEAR OUR PRAYERS
i love Eva
and after a horrific
day at the pool
a father to my child Corissa
was shunned by her maker
and shunned by her 1/2 sisters
i am so happy how my two friends
and manager along with security guards
were aware of the situation

just got a phone call from the
department of youth and services
PRAY PLEASE PRAY
SHE WON'T BE TAKEN AWAY
I NEED YOU MY BROTHER
HELP ME
HELP US
DON'T LET THEM TAKE HER

SOMEONE WHO CARES

I am praying for you. Keep looking UP!
Tessa

my prayer answered
 

dear friends

today and the week-end
felt like one long day
and every time **** hits
the fan it is the driving
force all my life
i am so not crying
the poor me's
as i know for certainty
God's plan rules
and has built a helluva
woman as a result and
wouldn't have it any other
way
my Lord gave us free will
well i do all my homework
and am always put to the test
and see how many times i
challenged
i am disgusted at the poor
job people do at the DYDs
i had put myself forward
with the DYFS worker that
came to my home because
Eva was here as mommy worked
the week-end and relapsed
Sunday after work
all hell broke loose
bottom line
the Judge gave me
temporary custody of
Eva

HERE IS MY PROBLEM
i in all this time
wish in all the facility
she complied in all
but i wanted when
leaving the program
have the addict be under
the condition stipulated
a person must complete
one year mandatory
4 times a week a must
go to Narcotics Anonymous
and it is finally something
she must do
she will have the baby
Monday-Friday
9:00 A.M. - 5:00 P.M.
then i have her
she will be here for the
duration of her plan that
DYFS gave her
i will do all i can
it was more needed
when baby and mommy
were put into the real world
this is the first time my child
since being a mommy living
life sober as a child is at stake
LORD help her
help us
i trust you

they are slowly
hanging themselves
in the management
of this building
allowing them to
throw each other
under the bus
all because of the truth


and to help my child
Corissa through this
transformation of his
disposition has prompted
me to take him to court
as there is enough truth
to wring his neck
it was never about the money
money he does have for
he can do for one must do
for another
God is good!
i trust my Brother will
be carrying me when
i do all the paperwork
and start the process
Sunday while me
Coriss, Saraeve, the baby
her CORISSA'S FATHER
WAS THERE WITH HIS OTHER
CHILDREN
THE OLDEST 20 OF HIS DECEASED
WIFE AND 2 OTHERS ONE HE ADOPTED
AS HIS AND HER SISTER
TURNS OUT HE TOLD THE TWO YOUNGER GIRLS
NOT TO SPEAK TO CORISSA
THEY TOLD HER THEY MISS HER

I SPOKE WITH THE WOMAN RUNNING
THE POOL
HAS THE SAME LAST NAME
AS THE JUDGE WHO WE WERE
IN FRONT OF
TURNS OUT THEY ARE
SISTER-IN-LAWS
WHAT A SMALL WORLD
OR DIVINE INTERVENTION
my God showing himself
explaining to her kindly
be aware that her father
was there and to inform the
security guards of the
situation that could ensue

ONLY TO COME HOME
AND MY DAUGHTER
TELL ME SHE RELAPSED

oh my dear Lord
help me

indeed
 

indeed Eva...one helluva woman!!

Pulling you into the Light of God..stand along side me my friend and rest your head..lean on us....all will be well

Johanna

AMEN!
thank i need that shoulder
and your offering it
i am thankful of your
support and of others

someone who cares

Hang in there Dear Friend
 

You, dear lady, are one heck of a lady and woman. Of you I am in awe at the significance of matters with which you deal every moment of every day.

YOU are in my prayers,
Yup, :hug:

i know it's
totally wild
but my support group
like yourself and others
are here ready to lift
i trust you

i love you dear
GOD the Almighty
i trust you Brother
Mother you understand
pain

Lord hear our Prayers
AMEN!

SOMEONE THAT CARES

It keeps on coming
 

Dear God
Brother
Mother Mary

The crap continues
Computer breakdown
Till fixed corissa is typing
On a ipod way to difficult for me
Son in law will pick up computer
To fix
Till then hoping for a change
I will have corissa check in to see if anyone
Has reached out
Or needs me
With all my love
Someone who loves and cares

I pray this is the miracle that was an answer to my prays
It be a miracle for all us suffers

WE ARE NOT NUTS!
IT IS NOT IN OUR HEADS
BUT PAINFULLY IN OUR FEET AND HANDS
SO MABEY THE DOCTORS WHO DONT BELIEVE
THEIR PATIENTS SHOULD NOW
SIT ON THEIR HAANDS AND FEET
UNTIL THEY LOOSE ALL SENSATION
LACK OF BLOOD SUPPLY
RELEASE AND ALL THAT PAINFULL TINGLING
THAT IS JUST A TASTE OF WHAT IT FEELS LIKE
ALL THOOSE WHO THINK THEY ARE GOD
BEST HUMBLE THEMSELVES AND LISTEN TO THEIR PATIENCE
AND YES FROM A DISGRUNTLED RECIPIENT
WHO PRAISES THE DOCTORS
AND STUDY IN THIS AREA BE PRAISED
TO THOOSE DOCTORS WHO CONTINUE WHO DOUBT THERE PATIENCE
ARE IN THE WRONG BUISNESS YOU DO
MORE HARM THEN GOOD

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From someone who cares

I just sick
 

Dear God

I am done today
The computer
Laptop harddrive destroyed
Gone done
Everything gone
Everything
I am just sick
Done
What else
Done

Feelin Sad So Removed
 

Because cannot reach out in reality and hug you through this hard seeming hardest of times.

Your computer crashed.

So much pain.

So much injury surrounding you.

CARING is what I do from afar, and pray, and extend HOPE,
Yup, :hug:

Unfinished business
 

To those who have to endure
THE COST TO GET A SCHOOL LOAN
ALWAYS REMEMBER
"MONEY THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL"
How could our president take vacation and
leave with important business as mentioned
above just pulsates through my weak bones
WRONG
AND NO TEMPORY BANDAID UNTIL HE RETURNS
WITH MANY SELFSERVING SENATORS BLAHHHH
NO NO NO NO
AND IN MY SZATE A SPECIAL ELECTION
THAT WAS ALREADY DUE NEXT MONTAT THE EXPENCE
OF THE TAX PAYERS

A STUPID MOVE
UNLESS OTHER MOTIVES ARE AT HAND
JUST WASTE MONIES
OUR SENATOR LAUTENBURG RIP
WELL NUFF SAID

THE COUNTRY I LOVE

WE VOTE THEM IN
WE VOTE THEM OUT

SOMEONE WHO CARES

Oh my goodness
So many typos
I am using a i pod
Love it
Would love a tip like pen
I am 5' 9 1/2" tall
My fingers needs to use
something smaller than my pinkie
finger

Someone who cares

A stylus
 

They sell them for about $5 at Walgreens and such places. I have one. Works well on my phone.
Smaller than a pinkie :)

When does it end
 

GOD
HELP
ME
Help
Them
They
Need
Me

Me

Lifting you UP
 

Higher and Higher

The elephant in the room
 

Shall be in and around
till the truth be spoken

In Jesus I trust
AMEN!

Vent Vent Vent
 

Vent Vent Vent Vent Vent Vent Vent Vent Vent Vent Vent Vent

See the emperor's new clothes......

Regard the elephant in the room.......

Vent! :hug:

So I shall thank you
My baby girl finished work at
5:00 to come and pick her beautiful daughter
Kindly
don't get me wrong I am not reacting
to her nonchalant way
"Mom, do you think you could watch
the baby?"
before she wanted to do something tomorrow
she can drop her off
I am not trying to make life difficult
the truth of the matter she is a pleasure
Mom is needed in her life wether or not
she gets it
I know what the deal is
Oh Lord I can't wait to see her
I will see how long she will take this

Thanks for letting me share
Someone who cares

Continued from focus 2 "redo or take baby"
 

i am so so sorry

well i will continue remembering
carla called my daughter to the next day
after having no choice but to sign a revised
one and ask a friend for her help in this matter
they must do a background check on a 72 year old
woman my second mom
POINT........................................EVA

CALLED MY DAUGHTER TO SAY
WE "FOUND" SOME MORE PAPERS



TO BE CONTINUED
TO ANGRY IN TEARS









someone who cares

So now
 

Until the court date in September and her doing what she MUST
I am responsible for this child with the help of my friend and
daughter will pick her up and bring her here and watch her
I thank God they didn't take her
BUT TO BE FORCED TO DO SO AS ALL WAS JUST
GOING SMOOTHLY WHEN CHRISTINA WHO SET A PLAN
UP AND IT WAS IN MOTION FOR OVER A MONTH
AND STILL DO NOT HAVE MY PAPERS DUE ME AS THEY
CONTACTED MY DAUGHTER AND SAID WE FOUND SOME MORE
AND I'M THINKING TO MYSELF
WHAT DID SHE MEAN
WE FOUND SOMEMORE PAPERS

I am sick
Just plain sick of IT all
There is so much more
And my fingers hurt
Using my iTouch

will try to relax with my daughter
Give her a day we were to have
2 weeks ago until this came to hit us

Thanking you for letting me share
my experience strength and hope

Someone who cares

A mothers pain
 

you do and do and pray
I am not enabling in anyway
That the reason be as the family
I so quirked out as my children are
assuredly aware
and you would think they
would get the help that is
necessary to get through this
life in a honest loving way

Damnit how much more does a mother
and father in my case both my roles
NEVER EXCERISED THEIR RIGHTS
AND NOW TO THINK ITS OKAY
AND IG NEVER WAS
heck I don't even know where I want to
go with this
doing all I can
Amen!

Someone who cares

I should have put this post in here .. so ... here it is:

I should also say, the Doctor said that Diazepam and Tamazepam were quote: The Devil's Work, unquote.


Well! I feel thrown out with the bath water!

I went to the Pain Clinic yesterday and saw a new Doctor. He was HOPELESS.

He basically told me to stop taking Morphine (that it should only be used for terminal cancer patients) .. saw I had successfully dropped from 60mg slow release Zomorph twice daily to 30mg and told me to keep dropping it. I asked him what I would do for the pain then, because prior to getting the appointment with him I had been considering approaching my Doctor to increase the dose as my pain is getting worse, and spreading sciatic pain to my right buttock and thigh. He said that he knew of patients who gradually stopped their Morphine and didn't feel that their pain was any worse without it.

I then asked why my back was getting worse and my right buttock .. he pointed to my crutches and said that they were probably the cause. I explained that I had had these for years, so why now? He said that they had probably altered my spine .. (How he knows this without an MRI I don't know)

He didn't listen to what I had to say .. offered no other treatments or medicatons .. I might just aswell have gone to my own Doctor as she would have been more help.

I ended up just walking out.

What a plunket! (Derogatory term .. it's also his name, so from now on when anyone does something stupid I am calling them a plunket!)

I came out in terms as I was not only in pain from making the journey on my own as no one else could take me, but I was frustrated by my appointment with him.

He also confirmed that there is no possibility of any other surgery as the scarring on my back is too severe.

It's a good job I'm in a good place (mentally wise) or I would have been in pieces.

So Sorry Saffy
 

A PLUNKET then he is!!!! So sorry you have had this occurrence as you were trying to find relief. Offering no remediation relief for the suffering you endure, one can only hope this particular PLUNKET will one day learn up close and personal via his own devil call to pain just how it feels...... compassion, so where was that compassion in PLUNKET's countenance?

Never had it did he!

Arghhhh...... :mad:

Dear Eva
 

I pray for your situation in all of these recent vent matters I have read in catching up to the thread...... so very sorry it has been a terrible go lately. I realize the cop was just trying to do the tasked job, but I kinda hope you bruised their foot with the door when they were jamming it in your space that day.

The system. I try and strive to work within it, and there are moments when I wonder why we have "the system." People, those who are being "served" often seem casualties of "the system."

HUGZ, :hug: :hug: :hug:

Yes is this not the truth
 

Who I should say running into their title
have you herd will clean up the corruption of
any kind if i was able to bring down with the
help of my friend a Cathy we did it Judge looked at
us and nodded job well done

What makes those who think
 

They can be jury and judge
if I do not move along as I have
then I put Eva at jeopardy

Plunket it is
 

I adore my family
My daughter relapsed
in the last two days
Both not just the dingbat
caseworker who was here
again
looking through my pantry
my apartment
made the mistake of judging
and oh how beautiful the apartment
thanked her and added it came with
headache
we did accomplish with a plan back to
a facility where mother and daughter are
together
but to daughter a plunket in this case
I know of addiction personally it is in my
family and their fathers (both) family
for this I am part plunket
I love my daughter
She took herself to the hospital
my fear suicide
she took herself in because of that
possible thought
She didn't express that
however I know she is
frustrated and can't understand
addiction has a hold and it doesn't
MEAN SHE IS A BAD MOTHER
she is a great MOTHER


ADDICTION OF ANY KIND DOES NOT
DISCRIMINATE
LET US NEVER FORGET THAT
Amen!
Lord awaiting to hear from her
She called that she got there
Connection was bad
have no clue yet
Angels watch over her
Let her feel your flannel shirt
in her heart calm her fears
Amen!

someone who cares

whew!!!!
 

Oh dear Eva,
saying prayers with these key strokes to suround her with protection in the Light of God.
HB