Argh, having an "attack"
 

I dont know if it is a panic, a fear, a depression or a mix of all attack but this sucks...

I feel sad like hell, I cant stop crying... I literally feel my sould getting out of me... I want to believe God is listening me but I keep feeling nasty... And my fear about the future is here :(

I dont know what to do... I cant think properly... Cant pray properly...

I want to stay alone but at the same time need a mom hug...

Crap... I think is hormonal :mad:

Dear blue,
I am sorry that you are having an attack.
Has something happened to trigger this for you?
((((HUGS))))
bizi

I wish you would come to chat ....I would give you a hug in there.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

(((((((MAJO)))))))

The fear stuff about the future is not rational. It is part of anxiety.
I wish one of us here could find the cure to anxiety -- we've thought about it enough. OR with all the energy here, we would be able to wish it away so we could be left with anxiety free days.

'Hoping you feel better.

M.

Hi Blue
 

I've been going through alot of the same thing. Hang in there. Isaiah 41:10,and Isaiah 50:7. That last one helped me while I was in the hospital.
BF:hug::hug::hug:

Yes those are good verses.

I hope you feel better soon Blue. :hug:

~ waves ~

Thank you dear all for being here....

Thank you for reading...

Thank you for posting...

:hug:

Im still feeling like crap... like, you know, those times when you want to do something (I wanted to make cookies) and suddenly you question yourself "What for ?" :mad:

In a few words Im "Blah..."... :mad:

Ah ! and I dont have internet connection, so, I cant write as much as I would like too... :mad::mad::mad::mad::mad:

it is amazing what you can do with phones these days!

Those PHD's liked your work. Sometimes it's a little fear of success. It's sort of like 2 steps forward,and 3 steps backward. I've been through something like this.

When I was in college,I had a mental health emergency. I ended up in a mental hospital. When I got out it felt like I was a book,and the second half of the book was torn out,and lost. I could not see my future anymore. I've never heard anyone explain this problem in this way.

Yes I can relate to what you are saying,and I have sympathy for what you feel. It's a combination of fears.(Fear of failure,Fear of the future,Acute Dread,Fear of not making money,fear of rejection,and all kinds of these things)

That was a long time ago,and Doctors,and scientists know alot more then they use to,and they are accumulating more knowledge as the days go by.

Fear is a very uncomfortable fealing,and I believe it should be talked about more then it is. Some fear is learned,and a truth must cancel out the fear. The fear becomes smaller where it should be.

Hang in there Blue. I believe in you. You will make it through this. BF:hug::hug::hug:

Hello dear, sweet Blue. I'm sorry you are feeling bad. :hug:

You don't need to be afraid for the future sweetheart. You are smart and talented. The world is your oyster! Just try to believe in yourself okay?

I believe in you, and I am thinking of you.
:hug: X 5,000,001 (Ha! Now I have the most hugs record! :))

Take care Blue

~ Lonely1