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Imahotep 09-26-2009 04:12 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by allentgamer (Post 570999)

I do have some ideas on a online biz. Since we are all fairly versed in medical gadgets, we could sell all things RSD/chronic pain and everything that fits with that model. We could use the fact that we are all disabled with RSD as a marketing tool. We could tell our stories to the news about each of us, and how we came to start this biz.

!


I've been thinking of trying an on-line business as well. I think I'd feel a lot better if I were just doiing something to earn some money and feel more useful. My biggest fear is that it would be highly successfull and I'd have to hire help and it would get stressful. Then, of course, I'd lose my income since I'm doing so well and the business would go belly up.

Everything just seems to come back to fear for me.

I just might really do it one of these days since I'm sure it would be fun and I could use a lot more fun.

hopeful 09-26-2009 04:47 PM

Hi MsL,
I saw that you wrote that you have pamidronate infusions. What are they. I am looking for options to discuss with my neurologist when I have my appt in Oct. :confused:
Hope you are having a good day.
hopeful


Quote:

Originally Posted by Mslday (Post 570455)
Allen I really admire what you have done too, it must have been very difficult for you to come off the drugs you had been on. You should be very proud of yourself and I'm sure your family is too.

I think there's a lot to be said about this approach. There is a study posted on the RSDSA.org site about this very situation where they found that pain patients who had been on high doses of opiates had significant reductions in their pain levels after they detoxed.
Author: Baron MJ, McDonald PW
Title: Significant pain reduction in chronic pain patients after detoxification from high-dose opioids
Source: J Opioid Manage. 2006;2:5:277-281.


Because of my allergies to many medications I'm on very little. My first line of defence is my Lidocaine infusions; they seem to keep me relatively stable. All I seem to be able to handle orally is daily ibuprofen, 400 mg 3 times a day with food and Tylenols 3.as needed. I hesitate to take a Tylenol 3 but do so if my pain flairs above 5. Failing that if the pain is getting out of control my last line of defence is to take an oxycontin but 5 mg will knock me out so I have to go to bed but it usualy helps calm things down. Breathing and heat application are also big time pain relievers for me.

When I was first diagnosed with this I was put on all the usual drug cocktails and I didn't know if I was coming or going. I have a very close friend who is a physician and when he first learned about my diagnosis he rightfully cautioned me against taking most of the drugs that were being prescribed in such a shot gun approach. I should have listened to him but I always hoped there would be something out there to help me. I’ve never found anything to help with the deep bone pain I experience. Mind you the pamidronate infusion I had did make that subside for a while, only problem was that it caused an explosive motor sound in my head that caused hearing damage and tinnitus, they tell me it’s only been reported in 1 other patient in the world.

Today I went to buy my cane. I realize that the longer I put this off the worse it will be for me because I’ve really thrown out my hip and my back with my bad gait favouring my left foot/leg. I’ve always hesitated to use a cane because I fear being labelled disabled. There we go…it’s that fear thing again. At least I managed to find a fairly snazzy little number that will compliment many outfits :wink:

I’m not having a pity party. No, I know it could and can be much worse and while many of you struggle to just get out of bed each day I can’t tell you enough how much I admire your spirit, enduring courage and kind hearts. I just need to re-frame my thinking about this.



Hi CZ, I can so relate to this comment you made cause I do that too, all the time. I always suck it up to make things as normal as possible and hate to complain. I always end up paying for it big time. My husband and I are living in different cities right now because of his work and I totally crashed emotionally and physically when he first left. I didn't realize how much I over compensate and hide my pain until I was left on my own to just be me and have my own time.

Now that I have my cane I feel a bit relieved in a way. It feels like I’ve been afraid to admit my RSD diagnosis, been in a form of denial I guess.


I hope you are all doing ok tonight.

MsL


Mslday 09-26-2009 09:56 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by hopeful (Post 571180)
Hi MsL,
I saw that you wrote that you have pamidronate infusions. What are they. I am looking for options to discuss with my neurologist when I have my appt in Oct. :confused:
Hope you are having a good day.
hopeful

It's not a drug to play with, primarily used for bone cancer patients. It is a bisphoshonate drug which is under investigation for use in RSD patients. My doctor stopped using it after my reaction and there is no clear evidence that it works for RSD.

Like I said I had a very severe allergic reaction to it, more than the flu like symptoms that's described in the attached document describing it. http://www.cancercare.on.ca/common/p...x?fileId=10683 I Know there is a study out there about it's affects on RSD patients but I can't find it right now.

I lost my hearing partially in one ear, the blood vessels in my opposite eye all burst and I have a permanent ringing noise, sometimes loud, in my head that makes it difficult for me to hear especially when there is any type of background noise. That being said I did have a temporary reprieve from the deep bone pain I initially complained about. Was it worth it NO! I'm not able to take any other drug in that class, I was taken off all the osteoporosis drugs and can't try any new ones. Not good news for an RSD patient who isn't even yet past menopause.

It was the second infusion that took me over the edge and landed me back in emergency at the same hospital I received the infusions. I ultimately had to resort to a doing a "sit in" at the waiting room of the ENT clinic insisting that the head of the department see me so I could get some help. The emerg department had released me with a shrug of their 3rd year resident shoulders claiming it was merely a migraine. I suffer from migraines so I knew that there was much more to it than just that and I was really sick and scared.

I did get help ultimately, including oral steroid, steroids injected directly into my ear drum and HBOT. The loud explosive motor sound is now down to a low buzzing noise that no longer makes me want to cut my ear off. I now know why Van Gogh did that, it had nothing to do with him being crazy, it's said that he suffered severe tinnitus too and it is that relentless sound that drives one crazy. I'm so grateful it has subsided to a dull roar.

I wish you well with your up coming appointment, please let us all know how it goes for you. I just can't recommend this particular drug.

MsL

allentgamer 09-27-2009 04:06 AM

Quote:

I've been thinking of trying an on-line business as well. I think I'd feel a lot better if I were just doiing something to earn some money and feel more useful. My biggest fear is that it would be highly successfull and I'd have to hire help and it would get stressful. Then, of course, I'd lose my income since I'm doing so well and the business would go belly up.

Everything just seems to come back to fear for me.

I just might really do it one of these days since I'm sure it would be fun and I could use a lot more fu
LOL I have the same fears!! I keep telling myself that I could grow to the point where I would only manage people, and from there it would be a cake walk.

Then the casino memories come back with all 250 employees....err babies, needing their pampers changed everyday LOL!! Well it wasnt that bad, but it was on some days. Then I think all I have to do is find one good manager to over see everything, and he would answer to the board/owner.

Plus with todays technology I could look at every business detail as it was being done with just a key stroke, or even on a cell phone for that matter.
So it wouldnt really be that bad I dont think. It would be nice to make enough money for everyone to take a nice vacation to your place! :winky:

fmichael 09-27-2009 04:39 AM

Zometa
 
Hi folks. I for one had an entirely positive experience with a newer cognate of pamidromate called Zometa. Specifically, it has been the best (and only) treatment for the "deep bone crushing pain" in my ankles. Taken in periodic infusions in my pm doctor's office, that specific pain has gone 40% (or less) of what it once was. That said, it hasn't done anything to speak of for the constricting pain in my ankles, the burning pain and tightness in my feet, the sense that my toes have been worked over by hammers or crampping thought my legs and, sometimes, body. But, the deep bone crushing pain was the worst thing I had going, bar none.

Zometa (zoledronic acid) here's a link to the current U.S. prescribing information sheet: http://www.pharma.us.novartis.com/pr...pdf/Zometa.pdf The allegergic reaction which Mslday mentions appears may be referenced at Sec. 6.2 of Zometa's prescribing information sheet, but comparing it to the sheet she posted on Pamidromate - as well as not only my experience but what I understand that of my treating physician's to have been as well - I would have to say that if Zometa is its cousin, it is far more benign. That said, Zometa should never be used be anyone in need of "significant" dental work where it may lead to "jaw necrosis." Accordingly, most good pm docs require pre-clearance from a dentist. Also, bear in mind that because of a risk of renal toxicity, as measured by increases in serum creatinine (Section 6.1) periodic and very basic metabolic blood panels are required while you're using the drug: your blood is tested before every infusion. (Another difference between Zometa and pamidromates, so far as I understand it, is that the Zometa can be infused through an iv line in 15 minutes as opposed to the pamidromates' 4 hours.)

That said, pamidromates in general have been shown for some time to provide relief from CRPS. See, "Efficacy of Pamidronate in Complex Regional Pain Syndrome Type I," Robinson JN, Sandorn J, Chapman PT, Pain Med. 2004; 5:276-280, full text at http://www.rsds.org/2/library/articl...e_Robinson.pdf I suspect this is the article Mslday had in mind.

Unfortunately, in the U.S., Zometa's FDA approved use, to prevent the uptake of bone material into the bloodstream, primarily associated with multiple meloma, it's dosed at approx. 5 ml. On the other hand, for CRPS it's given at I believe 60 ml. This has been used of late as the basis for my insurance co. to deny reeimbusement for it's use (at approx. $900 every six months) after three years of no questions asked coverage. The matter is currently on appeal, so we shall see what happens.

Finally - and I've posted this before but it's worth repeating - for a recent "review" article on the use of Biphosphonates - the broad chemical name for the group of drugs - which has the feel of a "work for hire" (and because it's published in Europe there are no manditory disclosures of "competing interests") see, "Biphosphonates for the therapy of complex regional pain syndrome I—Systematic review," Brunner F, Schmid A, Kissling R, Held U, Bachmann LM, Eur J Pain 2009;13:17-21, full text at http://www.rsds.org/2/library/articl...d_Kissling.pdf. The article goes so far as to question the use of this therapy because it's not in the "current" (1998) guide to consensus practice that predates all but one of the four studies that have found this class of drugs useful, and then suggests that one should never rely on a "mono-therapy" in the treatment of CRPS when the Robinson article - above - makes just that same point!

For what it's worth.

Mike

hopeful 09-27-2009 05:31 PM

Hi,
Thanks for the info. I don't think I will ask him about that treatment. It doesn't sound like something I want to chance.The last thing I want is another aliment. Did the HBOT work for you. I have seen people talk about that on this site. I think some people get relief from it. Sometimes I feel so desperate I would give anything a try but I know that is not the right thing to do.
Good for you sticking up for yourself like that with the ENT! That takes a lot of guts!:)
Hopeful
Quote:

Originally Posted by Mslday (Post 571277)
It's not a drug to play with, primarily used for bone cancer patients. It is a bisphoshonate drug which is under investigation for use in RSD patients. My doctor stopped using it after my reaction and there is no clear evidence that it works for RSD.

Like I said I had a very severe allergic reaction to it, more than the flu like symptoms that's described in the attached document describing it. http://www.cancercare.on.ca/common/p...x?fileId=10683 I Know there is a study out there about it's affects on RSD patients but I can't find it right now.

I lost my hearing partially in one ear, the blood vessels in my opposite eye all burst and I have a permanent ringing noise, sometimes loud, in my head that makes it difficult for me to hear especially when there is any type of background noise. That being said I did have a temporary reprieve from the deep bone pain I initially complained about. Was it worth it NO! I'm not able to take any other drug in that class, I was taken off all the osteoporosis drugs and can't try any new ones. Not good news for an RSD patient who isn't even yet past menopause.

It was the second infusion that took me over the edge and landed me back in emergency at the same hospital I received the infusions. I ultimately had to resort to a doing a "sit in" at the waiting room of the ENT clinic insisting that the head of the department see me so I could get some help. The emerg department had released me with a shrug of their 3rd year resident shoulders claiming it was merely a migraine. I suffer from migraines so I knew that there was much more to it than just that and I was really sick and scared.

I did get help ultimately, including oral steroid, steroids injected directly into my ear drum and HBOT. The loud explosive motor sound is now down to a low buzzing noise that no longer makes me want to cut my ear off. I now know why Van Gogh did that, it had nothing to do with him being crazy, it's said that he suffered severe tinnitus too and it is that relentless sound that drives one crazy. I'm so grateful it has subsided to a dull roar.

I wish you well with your up coming appointment, please let us all know how it goes for you. I just can't recommend this particular drug.

MsL


Mslday 09-27-2009 08:16 PM

Hi Hopeful,

Quote:

Did the HBOT work for you.
I can't really say that it did or didn't help. There were so many things going on with my body at that time and the primary reason I was given the opportunity to do the HBOT was because of the severe tinnitus caused from the pamidronate. I was also put on the oral steroids. I frequently felt deep bone pain in my rsd leg as we were descending in the chamber and I would suffer vertigo after the dives were finished, probably something to do with the inner ear damage caused by the pamidronate. After the 20 sessions were said and done everything with my RSD did seem to calm down, but it was during the summer time and warmer weather does seem to help me too. It was a great summer, one I'll always remember because it was the year I got married.

The other question that needs to be answered but one that I can't is did the pamidronate do what it was supposed to do, which was meant to help relieve me from the deep bone pain.

Like I said I had a good reprieve that summer and sailed through my wedding and honeymoon in fairly good shape.

I would do the HBOT again if I had the opportunity.

Personally I think HBOT is worth while to see if its right for you.

Wishing you well.

MsL

RottenRSD 10-07-2009 07:24 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by SandyRI (Post 569570)
You guys are my inspiration. My injury was almost 3 yrs ago, but my first diagnosis was just 15 mths ago, and I left my job for a LOA just 3 mths ago. I'm a newbie at this. I often turn to you all for support and advice. Thanks for always being here. I don't know if I will ever adjust, I still intend in my mind to get better.

I go to NYC this Friday for a ketamine evaluation. I have no idea what I will do if I can't get it because the doctor doesn't believe I have RSD (I only have about a 50% success rate with that), or if it doesn't work. I don't have a Plan B. I finally stopped crying about a month ago. But I don't think the sadness will ever completely go away. I also sent an application to Dr. Getson in Marlton NJ, but it has been more than a few weeks and he has not responded. Bummer. My evaluation with Dr. S is in June 2010.

My therapist asked me last week if I ever get mad about my fate instead of sad. The answer is not really. I don't know why I'm not mad about it. The only time I've ever felt angry is when the WC insurance company interferes with my care.

I agree with Keep Smilin - I am profoundly relieved that I am the one in my family that have RSD. I wouldn't be able to stand it if it was my husband or one of my kids that was suffering like this. I'd much rather it be me.

I am scared to death of the upcoming winter. Just wanted to share that with you all. Has anyone else said that yet? Last year was my first winter with RSD. If the cold wind blew on my head I would wake up vomiting with head pain in the morning. Does anyone else have RSD in their upper back, cervical spine or the occipital area of their head? My RSD spread up from my shoulder (location of original injury), instead of down to my hand (or extremity), which is what most docs are accustomed to seeing. I feel like a freak because my RSD is so very unusual. And most docs haven't seen my kind of RSD before and don't know what to make of it. They want to see a swollen, discolored extremity in order to make a diagnosis - hence, my dismal 50% diagnosis rate.

Thanks for a great thread, MsL. I think many of us appreciate talking about the psychological aspects of RSD because of the monumental toll it has taken on our lives. No one else can quite appreciate how things have changed for us - it really is devastating. Not just because we are in so much pain, but because our livelihoods and sense of purpose have been taken away also. I never expected to "retire" at the age of 48.

XOXOX Sandy

Sandy...

I too have a lot of the same problems you have with have the doctors saying you don't have RSD and then many others saying I do. I actually saw Dr. Getson about 2 weeks ago. I had a Thermogram done. Have you had one of those? I was amazed at how clear cut the results were and feel now that any Dr. that says I do not have RSD is a quack. Dr. Getson, told me that my RSD in my leg is more than obvious...which I and many other doctors have seen...but many put in their reports that my leg has no evidence of RSD. Now I feel validated. I knew what was wrong with me...but I have a physical test I can walk in an office with in my hand and say..."here is my thermogram I have RSD what are we going to do about it." I was taken back a little when he told me that what I thought was a pinched nerve in my neck from the accident that flared my leg again is not a pinched nerve but new RSD...not only was I a little surprised, but very surpised that the Thermogram his office does is so intricate that he could tell that.

He was so nice and kind, I said I will probably be back to him in the future for ketamine infusion therapy, but for now to stay the course in my treatment, and possibly consider a SCS...he was right in line with my other doctors, that I have who I finally feel comfortable with. Let me know if you need any names or any help. Keep your head up!

SandyRI 10-07-2009 08:07 AM

Hi there,

Thanks so much for your reply. Getson's office finally called me 2 days ago, I have an appointment with him on Dec 3rd. His website describes his Thermographic Diagnostic Imaging. We have nothing like it to my knowledge in Rhode Island. I am really looking forward to meeting him and investigating his ketamine infusion protocol, because his office is just a mile away from one of my brothers, and an hour from my parents, and they could help my husband take care of me. His protocol sounds intense - 10 day outpatient, followed by 2 days a week for a month to six weeks, followed by 2 days a month for a year. And his office WILL work with workers comp insurance companies.

My other option for ketamine right now is NYC, where hotel rooms are going to be very expensive and which is far away from both my husband's family and mine.

So you liked him a lot? That's great. And thanks again for taking the time to write. I truly appreciate it.

XOXOX Sandy

Quote:

Originally Posted by RottenRSD (Post 575335)
Sandy...

I too have a lot of the same problems you have with have the doctors saying you don't have RSD and then many others saying I do. I actually saw Dr. Getson about 2 weeks ago. I had a Thermogram done. Have you had one of those? I was amazed at how clear cut the results were and feel now that any Dr. that says I do not have RSD is a quack. Dr. Getson, told me that my RSD in my leg is more than obvious...which I and many other doctors have seen...but many put in their reports that my leg has no evidence of RSD. Now I feel validated. I knew what was wrong with me...but I have a physical test I can walk in an office with in my hand and say..."here is my thermogram I have RSD what are we going to do about it." I was taken back a little when he told me that what I thought was a pinched nerve in my neck from the accident that flared my leg again is not a pinched nerve but new RSD...not only was I a little surprised, but very surpised that the Thermogram his office does is so intricate that he could tell that.

He was so nice and kind, I said I will probably be back to him in the future for ketamine infusion therapy, but for now to stay the course in my treatment, and possibly consider a SCS...he was right in line with my other doctors, that I have who I finally feel comfortable with. Let me know if you need any names or any help. Keep your head up!


AintSoBad 10-07-2009 09:00 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by CZZ74 (Post 570924)
Pete, thank you for sharing this very personal and powerful part of your life. I appreciate it.

I hope this is correct where you are, but spouses get nothing given to you by your parents, nothing.If you had it before your marriage and/or if it was gifted to you during your marriage, they have no right to it. that is the law in lforida. I really hope that applies to where you are. thank you again Pete, cz

Thanks, CZ,
I have quite a lot of fighting to do, lawyers are expensive, and court is SO STRESSFUL!
I Keep Prayin'!

Thanks

Pete


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