I just don't understand what is the reason to keep having these meetings regularly? They know what i go through why do i have to continously repeat myself? So i get there and the first thing she does is try to shake my hand then said oh right i read that in the notes i can't shake your hand. Then she asks me to walk back and forth, stand on my heels move forward,move backward... then i said as you read in your charts i can't be touched at all then she tells me well this meeting is now over im going have it dictated. Why waste my time and theirs?? Just to put me through more pain. Does anyone know what is lidocain or lido derm patches are?? i am not sure if i am pronouncing it correctly. ok gotta get off hurting now