Originally Posted by lorigood243

Thank you Cindi

Some days as you know are better than others. Since I have been on the Fentanyl Patch and a very small dose of Methadone...like 10mgrs a day..I am SO sleepy all the time. I cant stay awake unless i take the caffeine i will try to find something else. The B12 never helped me. I wish for just one day that i didnt have to think about this illness. Just one day for my mind to rest and have peace. When i go to to church and hear the music and sing, it fills me up and i dont think about RSD...other wise i have to calculate my physical movements, what i am going to eat and when. Just too much planning and thinking. I have to make sure i dont take pain meds before i go out to drive and that i have taken enough caffeine that i will stay awake to drive.

I am sure everyone else goes through this at one level or another. Im just tired of it.
I have to count my blessings of all the things i can still do and try not to think about the struggle of it all.
Lori