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I was at 309 when this started...I put on 148 pounds...I lost 80 last year ad am eating low carb and doing some exercises in bed trying to lose more.
I take nausea meds all day and eat tums and heres my list

Fentanyl 100 pain patch 1 every 3 days
20mg Methadone twice a day
8mg dilaudid 4 times a day
excedrin and ibprofen 3 times a day
Promethezine 25 mgr 3 times a day for nausea
Reglan 1 10mg 4 times a day for stomach problems like acid reflux
pantaprozole 40mg to help my stomach empty
tums mixed in throughout the day
vetolin inhaler im asthmatic
prednisone 30 mgr each day to keep down the rsd swelling ..i have 80lbs of swelling on my abdomen from the 2 surgeries i had in 2005 and 2006 no matter what they try the selling wont come off. the prdenizone seems to help it from growing
stool softners for constipation
neurotin 400mgr 4 times a day for nerve pain and aggitation
Janumet 50/150 for diabetes
atenol for high blood pressure

all my body systems have been totally messed up since the 2 major surgeries I had.
my body acts all day long like i just had surgery yesterday. the nerves never recover. Now that it has spread to my lower legs i use lipoderm patches on them and muscle cream like Aspercreme

I have to count my blessings that each day i wake up and have my hubby next to me to love and care for me. I am so thankful for him. I would be alone and sad in a nursing home if it werent for his love. He makes sure i stay happy. He makes me get up and go out once a week on the weekends. he makes me do my exercises in bed. He brings me wonderful meals all day. He makes me smile and laugh when he tells me jokes.
I must have done something right early in life to be cared for as I am. I pray EVERYONE here on this board and all who are ill have support and are taken care of. My twin girls are 21 and at college. I have one who calls me twice a day and the other one is busier and she calls me every other day. They are so sweet. I am blessed. I pray that God will heal meal. I want to support others who are ill. If I were healed I could do Gods work. Many years ago I had Fibromyalgia and had a prayer healing after suffering with it for 10 years. I was totaly debilitated from it. I was healed for 5 years until i had the gallbladder surgery. I have learned now that people with Fibromyalgia are predisposed to getting RSD. So Iknow what healing feels like and I know it happens instantly. Thats what happened to me. So I am waiting on the Lord to heal me again. In His time not mine.

Sorry for this long rant. I hope something in all that I wrote helps someone.
Love and blessings to all
Lori