hello all.i get a little depressed at night some times when i have had a bad day.i try to think that it could be worse,and some people have more pain than me,but it does not help.i need to change my life some how.i am the fire chief her in town it is all volentier,and i realy enjoye it but it is getting so very hard to do the job but yet,i do not want to give it up.i do not no what to do.i am sorry if i bring you all down but this is the one place i feel i can talk.i think the stress of only working two hours per day,and the money troubles make my pain worse.well,thank you for beaing hear for me it really does help to talk,thank you.