[Allanira]

I swear if I wasn't preggo and have a 2 yr old I would run away. I am done. I ask for help and get no reply from friends and family around me. My house looks like a freakin trash dump, I hurt and can't do anything about it, and I am tired. But hey its just me, I can do anything. I'm freakin superwoman. Yeah right. I can't even get my dog to listen to me. Yet I am expected to just deal with it. If I wasn't afraid of breaking my hand I would go out and hit a tree (better than hitting the dog or goober boy). Yes I'm havin an emotional melt down here. I will be better soon. I have no choice but to "get over it". I'm just tired of people ignoring me when I say something. I feel like I can't do anything right or please anyone no matter how hard I try. Sorry needed to spill it or I was gonna blow. If I say anything to people around me I get discounted as oh its just her being pregnant. Oh she's just over reacting. Oh it's not that bad.