I tried for so many days to find me a dr who can see me ASAP but their nurses gave a hard time they don't consider my surgery a priority or urgent because after all they don't have an idea of what crps is so they really gave hard time by trying to schedule in April or also wait for a PA approval come on I had ppo they don't need PA but that's only the start took me. While but I found a md in the network who will see me next week check my ultrasound and see what he deside if I got luck surgery will be th following week if I don't get worst tht ins will expired soon because I had not been able to work and a year my manager had gave all kind of excuses now the latest is that she can't take a decision because after all hr never talked to her since I left last year for my first surgery the whole year after she kept telling no because she can't not accommodate me with restrictions now she said she never had tht decision so who was it then she told me many time no no no know she washes her hand saying that hr has to decide,beside tht wc sent me a letter saying that I don't longer meet the criteria for ttd and they will cut my wages I'm half so they expect me to pay medical ins,ins card,groceries rent and bills with 460 that I will get every two weeks ,I'm really angry,frustrating,disappointment and tired,I believe in people but sometimes big corporations treat you like. Trash bag,I'm right now a disposable bad that is not good any more,I once though that all the effort a made to make my work place one of the best it was not even noticed less appreciate,people can be really mean,if I don't had the opportunity to try to work how they know if I can not perform well,there is people with more than twenty five years that don't have the knowledge I gained In five years,just because I don't speak English with perfect accent doesn't mean I don't understand everything else,I'm so frustrated and sad, no friends for real,at least I have my daughter and husband he work part time he has to drive me and y daughter everywhere mostly I was the head of the house now I wonder how we going to cover our expenses and pay for university as well,I'm happy at least to have you guys I know for sure you won't stagg me on my back because you already know how painful that is,thanks for caring and listening,I wish I had a better day but seems like i won't have any good one sooner,please if you are in my situation and advise will be great,I'm felling so down and loosing my faith in people ,I'm not like this I always put and give my best but know I feel I'm useless and find not comfort at all,after all I always believe in better days but I'm still waiting for one and is not happening,thank you for caring and for understanding my bad mood,blessings to all , from jesika