Sometimes I just feel like I can't catch a break. My biggest fear with my pregnancy last year was that I would need a c section and then have spread of my rsd internally to my abdomen...and that's exactly what happened. But I've been doing pretty well dealing with the extra pain...all I have to do is look at my beautiful smiley happy baby and it's all worth it.

Monday night at work I started to get really bad pain in my abdomen...much more severe than the RSD pain usually is and different pain...stabbing instead of burning. I almost went straight to the ER on my way home from work but talked myself out of it thinking it was probably just a flare up. Next day I start bleeding but it stops quickly so I hold off on going to the dr. Wednesday morning I have more bleeding so I go to the dr for walk in hours. Basically...they give me antibiotics and tell me if any more bleeding or worse pain to go to the ER because they will be able to do the imaging and get results right away. So yesterday I start bleeding again at work so at the end of my shift I go to the ER (its 11pm at this point).

Yeah...they find a 4.5 cm ovarian cyst that is causing this pain. Good news is that the cyst is probably nothing to worry about and will go away on its own (still have to follow up on it though). Bad news is...its incredibly painful. They gave me two doses of morphine at the hospital. I have to say...I don't take anything for my RSD pain because nothing helps so I usually don't take pain meds even at the hospital when they offer...but the nurse and dr sort of insisted I take something (this was before they even did any tests) so I gave in. Holy cow...I did not realize how bad the pain had gotten from this cyst until the pain went away. My RSD pain was still there...but just having the stabbing pain go away was such a huge relief. They gave me a script for Norco anD I'm taking it...I just can't deal with the extra pain anymore on top of the RSD.

But seriously...an ovarian cyst? WHY am I such a wreck? I have the next few days off of work and I'm just going to rest. I follow up with the OB dr Monday...hopefully things just improve on their own and this really is just nothing except a painful little blip in my life. But...ugh!!

Just needed a little vent...