Having a rough day, pain bad anxiety high, want to cry, don't know where to turn. It's been a long time for me to have to reach out to someone. I've tried relaxing, I've tried driving because driving even tho causes pain makes me feel better mentally. Can't sleep, eat sometimes not often it isn't staying where it should. I feel useless, worthless, and horrible. No I'm not suicidal. Too me suicide isn't an answer, it's a problem. But as I've said many times if I fall asleep n don't wake up I'm ok with that because I don't fear death, death should fear me. Anyone been here? Got any advice? Trying to not blow up at family and just getting my points a crossed aren't working. Feel like I'm in a big rut with a tiny Prius and not finding away out