Aww hugs hon soft painless ones..
It will get better with a little time, I have been there and I realy feel for your pain.. just remember it will get better an we are here for you.

soft hugs,

Sandra

Thank you all for listening... this is just so complicated... my arm has now done something it has never done before... turned blue... I am scared that my rsd is progression i was doing so good... Countinuing to use it... lifting 2 pound weights and now i am scared to death.. My neck is beat red... it use to just be my hand until now... I am so scared... Everything happens all at once... THanks again for all your support... and kind words... I really needed it...

Pain free hugs to all of you and pain free days ahead...

Love J

Oh wildberry so sorry you are feeling so low right now. When I was at a low point I used to take a city bus from a stop near my house until it came back to the same stop. It got me out of the house. I didn't need to really talk to anyone and it just started to get me out. If you can possible get out do it. The walls come in on you fast. Even if you are feeling bad this takes little effort and it really saved me on some days.
It sounds like you know where your point is and that you don't want to go there. Avoid it at all costs. You are strong and can do it.

The BF sounds like he is worried about burdening you too with his own problems. Maybe some time will help him to see how much your friendship means to him. Don't give up.

If you are worried about the blue in your arm and redness in your neck area a call to the Dr. may be necessary..

I will keep you in my prayers sister. WE care in here and will be here to help you through this.