Hello to all. My first post. Yesterday I got lost on the way to the neurologist. Big bummer, I don't get lost. I can trace it back to where I made the wrong turn but have no idea why. I'm guessing I'm not going to be able to keep this part secret much longer.

I don't really keep secrets, it is just that things are so bizarre, there is no rational way to explain. I have been coming clean w/the Dr. I really didn't know I wasn't because I was lying to myself about the level of my pain. But my slowness was difficult to overcome. How in the world did everyone else get on hyperspeed? I feel like I'm still moving normal, well I did anyway. Now I'm realizing that the slug on the sidewalk would beat me to the curb. But I'm not allowed to go, too many steps off my daily limit and what is at the curb.

What a great forum this is. Been lurking for a bit, but decided to jump in today.