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Thank you to all who have wrote to me with the warmest wishes i am seeing a therpist now and have been. Just very hard i love my son with all my heart and sole he has always been a very careing son to me and helped me in my yard and i may say i had the nicest yard on the block then flowers but now it not much. It hurts so much to know when i do die my son will not be there and for me. To talk about this is very hard people tend to judge on what they know nothing about and can get very ugly i have had people blog very ugly things about my son and me and people i do not even know some people i guess are not happy unless they spout out uglyness and not care what there words are truly doning to a person and how much it chips away at a person a little at a time. Never a day will go by i dont cry and wonder if i will ever get better how i truly do not know when or if i ever get to hug my son.Some people in Palmer ,Alaska went in my sons place and took all his things and made a bon fire out of his stuff so i have really nothing but some pictures and my assit dog he gave to me his name is lucky he is a poodle and means the world to me threw this when i cry he comes up in my face and i just hold him i have had him for about 6 years my son found him in the middle of no where so we named him lucky lucky a bear or wolf pack dident get him and he was matted so very bad you could see his ribs and back bone eyes all matted now he is a spoiled boy and fat! I really hope the State of Alaska keeps my son here we have a max prison in Seward Alaska it will be hard to go to a prison but i will go and visit him. I have a very hard time sleeping at night so my Doctor gave me sleeping pills i do not like takeing them but if i dont i still cant sleep this is like a very bad dream somthing i would never wish on anyone to ever go threw ever in a million years But to all of you that wrote to me the warmest thank you you do not know what it means to have total strangers write such nice careing messages means a lot to me i like this site this is the warmest things that have been said from Dec2 2007 till now once again thank you very much from my heart Sherry

(((Sherry))) Hold on there.

I see your name in chat. I'm trying to get in there, but nothing happens.

Edited later to add: I did finally get into chat by using the Quick Links.
I'm sorry I missed you. Hope you finally get some sleep.

dearest Sherry
I am so sorry about your family. This is a horrfic situation even for the strongest of people. Please feel a part of the family here for prayers and support.

I wanted to add also to contact NAMI. They have a lot of information and lawyers available. I know they can not keep a blind persons dog from entering and there should be equal consideration for your disability. At a NAMI conference I got to meet a few folks with service dogs so I hope they can help you.

National association for mental illness or something similar. I think the were changing the title to be friendlier sounding.

Another would be the local county or representatives office you are at. Look in the phone book for their support offices. Also a legal Aide in the area.
I would even try Sarah palins office!!!
Know our thoughts are with you...
Di

Dearest Shelly...people are always afraid of something that they don't understand. I am so sorry that you and your family are being treated that way. Know that we are holding you in love and prayer for added strength.....Please take the meds for sleep. That is very imortant right now for mental and emotional balance. And, yes, you do need Lucky by your side. That is a beautiful analogy, you all saved her when she was in dire need and now she is helping to save you. God truly does work miracles even in the direst of situations.