lets us hold hands in virtual space, and acknowledge the both of us can no longer wear pretty shoes. I am with you on that and I miss it too. I am sorry about the swim wear, you must have a figure I only dreamed about. Keep smiling. sinnie

Have sent for a Bikini .. I will model it and show it you on here. My scars will not defeat me.

Oooooo la la!! C'est Bon!
Mark56z

P.S. Proud of your SPIRIT!

can't wait to see you model it off, scars do not make the person!
ginnie

Warning .. Next photo is graphic ...

This is what happened when two stitches opened .. had to pop off to theatre again.



Before it started bleeding


PIC LINE delivering anti biotic goodness



Stunning view from my room



Drugs




See that table in the middle? That's MINE that is !!

Oh I can take things like that alright, it is just I hate to think of your pain and all you had to go through to get the surgery, and the patch up you had to have. where you live is beautiful, and I so appreciate the water as I live near water too, the Gulf of Mexico. I hope your wound closed OK, and that now you are healing better. You have been through so much, yet retain, humor and sense of good vibes. I am learning alot from you. Take care, and I hope to talk to you soon again. Heal, rest, get well, ginnie

Dear Saffy-

We should send this to all members of both houses of congress [lowercase intentional] and the guy on Pennsylvania Ave. with the question "is this what you intend by state run medicine? If so, we demand as the people YOU ALL partake of the system We The People are driven into as cattle for the....." you fill in the blank.

Oh my, Oh my, Oh my,
I do pray for you Saffy,
Mark56zz

Hi Mark, I pray for Saffy too, this should not have happened to her. Somebody did bad bad job. I too feel like a cow in the hands of the medical people I have had. Feel like I am being led to slaughter house. Saffy will never been far from my prayers and neither will you Mark. I pray for all of us. ginnie

Hi Karen,

I know I haven't been around much but I am so sorry to hear of your recent problems; so what have you been doing to yourself huh or what has you're body put you through? I believe you've had to have a hysterectomy and they had to remove your stim first am I right, and God love you emotionally coping with all of this must be very tough and of course you would be depressed but if I know the person you are, you will do fine, you're strong and very courageous. You can and will come out the other side of this and you'll get better hun.

I had my stim out last November to have some MRI scans yand they found some scare tissue on the S1 nerve root that is probably causing all my problems. I finally got, only this morning, an appointment with a surgeon and I'm hoping and praying that he will act and remove this all-mighty problem. After that I hope I can go back to work for a while and determine whether I can get another stim, probably the Nevro one.

Please let me know how you are, I think about how you are and I say to myself I'm gonna check out this site or text you. Mark has been sending emails just keeping in touch I guess.

Take care hun, love and Godbless

Sinéad xxx