There are alot of different kinds of "safes" I actually have two. One is like a small suitcase, fireproof and locked. It can be hidden in the house. Another is a safe built into the wall. This costs a bit to do, but it is unseen. I did this just for my important papers at first. Now it is for medications. There are stores in the phone book that specialize in just this product. Also on Craigs list, you can get a floor model, for a very reasonable price. This peace of mind is worth the cost. ginnie

AHHHHH....I follow now Eva...thanks for the explaination...I am so sorry. I know all too well that heartache.

Johanna*

dear God
dear friends

wrote a whole bunch of stuff lost it all

christine is on her way to my
rather her grandmothers house
told my daughter you can stay
there

she took care of herself shower and all
baby never said good-bye

tired of the elephant in the room
and i can't walk around comfortably
a hell of a day it will be i'm sure
and it will be all my fault

oh well

Maybe that "elephant in the room" freed up much built up tension. While all looks gloom and doom; might just be what was needed. Now; no secrets. Christine will need the time to think things over. You need the time to put your thoughts and feelings together as well.

Praying,

Gerry

Sometime ago, My psychologist friend of 30 years, said we can only control what "we" do, not somebody else. Maybe this will turn out to be a good breather. Stepping back can be another way to heal. Take care of "You" and do those things to aide just you. You have been through so much this last year. Try to use a little down time from the elephant being lifted. Things usually work out in time. I hope you will be OK Eva, God is with you, and there are still angels that try to work a miracle. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Be gentle with yourself. ginnie

dear lord

today evil filled house
demons lurking
words that were said
evil
never to be forgotten
bless my grandchild
police of many at my door
one to many times
she left in this manner i'm sure many
kinds of pictures come to mind
none like a broken heart

broken heart
can't stop the damn *** tears
it's pissing me off

lord need you now
really need you now

bring my my sunshine face in the morning


someone who cares

Eva I'm sorry to read your sad post this morning. You have so much upset going on now its just not fair. I pray everything will works itself out. I don't know what this 'elephant' is, but I gather its to do with missing meds and maybe a member of family, whatever it is I pray God will keep you safe and bring all this pain and suffering to an end. You so deserve that.

Take care my friend and I do wish you a very Happy and Peaceful New Year

Jackie

Hi Eva, I hear your pain. There is nothing like the pain of a child that hurts the parent. I can only imagin what happened. I hope your adult child corrects herself. Oh Eva, I have some of the same situation, great pain involving one of my children. I do understand how you feel. I will pray for your family to have healing, like I do my own family. I hope the prince of peace will visit both our homes. ginnie

Eva; Just responded to your PM. Will try to get in touch with you.

Love & Prayers,

Gerry

you hit the nail right on its head
my grandchild gone

i want to go home
i want to go home

i am living in my bedroom
alone since my divorce
way back 1984
my child that gave me
a grandchild was only 3 months
it's 28 years to date that
his *** took off to his mum a dada
long gone they passed on
the Irish stereo typical ways here
is a big thing wasn't haven't it
messy divorce indeed
point the irony such a big blow
out with my daughter and grandchild in tow
i have had enough of the world
taking and taking and taking
take from me as you wish there
is nothing left
i ask dear GOD I KNOW ALL IN YOUR TIME
please not before i die
let me go home
let me sleep
let me not feel
let me not cry
my doctor never called
what does he care
as a patient he assured me his job
was to keep his patient comfortable
i had been a patient since the beginning
he knows all
so blessed with no response
no cruel as i was assured by
monica i would hear from the office
so between withdrawal excruciating pain
both mental and physical
and to have seen that brutal side again
after i thought was long gone came right
back and some only my baby girl isn't a
baby girl but a mother of my grandchild
what to do
what to do

dear Lord hear my prayers

apologize your concern
much needed

may you family and loved ones call upon the new year with best intentions and HEALTH

AMEN