dear God
dear friends

thank you God for another day

today pain level at 8 after meds
it seems the base of my head down
my upper right side where
the spinal fluid that swelled
several times in the hospital
after second surgery is still the chief
area of pain at this level won't
complain about all the other pains in
my body
last ortho surgeon diagnosis
RSD to add to the list of problems
my true feeling is if the area was drained
and kept me in the hospital i would not have as many problems
the days after surgery after taking pictures of
the hematoma the size of a grapefruit
not a word from him when rushed back to be drained
in my heart this has done damage that will
not go away

on a better note
corissa and mimma get to have
Eva sleep over again
thank you sweet JESUS
Mother Mary thank you
as your Son
loves us all
give us this day our daily bread

taking my meds and going to relax
with her

with all my love to give

that someone who cares

may all have a Blessed Day

in JESUS I TRUST

AMEN!

Dear Blessed Eva-

Prayers abundant seeking God's overarching influence, care, support, love, and peace for you and your household. May you feel His care and the tender touch of His anointing hand upon your brow.

A good night over for you and little Eva,
Be well Gimma,
mark56

Abundant prays for you, Mark, and your "bride", Cleo as well.

Wishes for much improvment with "2013".


Gerry

Are we blessed by your prayers, Gerry!

May you and your husband be equally blessed in this forthcoming year.

Prayin,
Mark56

dear God
dear friends

thank you God for another day

sweet loving Mother Mary
it was yesterday a Sunday
morning and Eva is talking
to my toes hugging my feet
talking too them i nudge Corissa
to wake so she could see the beauty
of unconditional Love
YES Eva and Mimma share a unbreakable
connection
when she was born i was there
when my baby gave birth C-section
the very first song i sang to her is the
"sunshine song" to date she asks me to
sing it to her
she is talking now
where only if you are with her
and sopke pointedread sang
as i had them stay Sandy was
on her way
from that week-end on i had
much quality time
we all slept in our king cal bed
Corissa sleeps in
two twin solid oak platform
custom made beds put together
acting as one no chance of
slipping open
amazing these beds were the last thing
myself and ex-husband purchased together
that will make them 29 years old made in
a wood craft store still in business
so back to my thought
in the scheme of things
i am so happy to have Christines
honesty towards me
Mother Mary at work along
with them in prayer
she is in a temporary housing
and said the facility is beautiful
it is a 3 year old building
it is comforting to know they
are together and she wasn't put in
the care of the state
all for the best as when workers
were here last Sunday i let loose
i vehemently addressed my concerns
to them as they attempted to
tell me what i already knew
and told the if your jobs mean anything
to them they will take care of my loved
ones appropriately and not just pass the bucket

back to the good stuff
sweet Jesus
thank you

My friend Mark
BLESSINGS FELT
so,
after spending the week-end
in Corissa's room had an absolute
BLAST yes i needed to practice it also
she is so strong
after playing with my feet
i got up went started coffee
go in my bedroom begin my day
as i promised myself to remind
myself stay out of myself
i think you all understand
what i mean
as i'm at the side of my bed
i began to write responding to
you Mark and lost it all
shut it down went to bed
that moment i started writing
i could hear church don't know
why but i have several chimes
and the moment Eva came to
my home as a newborn i would
play the chimes one by one
just amazed
from the time she could express
coming here first thing
sometimes hadn't taken off her
jacket yet an running to my room
calling chimes in her broken baby
talk and yap she does
with me there to listen
as i know this is the most
important moment in time
is to be there and listen
and have conversation
these church bells
and i decided to do a a bit
of homework

Church Bells

has several purposes in today's
but originally to inform the
town residence who could not make
mass gather and say among other
prayers was The Lords Prayer
stemming back in time and adopted
if you will Hebrew teachings
as Catholic it is rung three times
a day and are asked to say the
Lords Prayer three times a day
it also was used to let th community
of events such as weddings and other
events
i don't know why
but
i love the sound of chimes
i hope and imagine when watching
her play the chimes one by one
and look at her bright eyes
in absolute awe and joy
this be our special never
forgetting and i hope for it
to bring a smile to her heart
and face when she thinks
about it

with my Angel Corissa i
needed to bring balance
and reminded she too is
that much loved
never doubt that

my dear God
i thank you for Blessing
us with the only thing that
matters Love to laugh

i will pray for my family


Mark your prayers and wishes
are fruitful

my love to your family
that cherish the same
love of family
to Love God
before any
other

my love to all

may blessings be recognized
as they are always happening
nothing by chance

my friend Gerry
again this weekend forced to
go through withdrawal
as my pharmacist did not get
the order in yet

this body is not stable
as going on missing days
starting again missing
days back starting is taking
a huge toll on me
i have been experiencing
nose bleeds
go to pain specialist on the
10th today skin doctor
to check for melanoma


once again

i will be saying my the Lords Prayer
three times a day

as i trust in you Jesus
give us this day our daily bread


that someone who cares

Eva,

This has passed and now comes a new beginning.
God hears our prayers. His time...not ours; but wonder
of wonders he brings.
Enjoy these times. "A gift you give yourself".


Gerry

AMEN!
my friend
may you feel
peace and love
always
AMEN!

me

dear God
dear friends

thank you for another day

today is one year since i had
breast cancer

thy will be done

AMEN!

dear God
dear friends

thank you for another day


i must forgive honestly
i will be free of pain
that mental anguish
abandonment
rather then the anger
this I ask for
my dear Almighty
Father

that someday i can smile
and feel good


that someone who cares

Forgivness is difficult; but once achieved; it brings peace to the soul. Mental anguish gone. Often.......to allow someone or something to have that much control over us is from the "deceiver" himself.

I will pray with you. Wishing you a smile and feel good day.

Gerry