Unfortunately too many parents give and give hoping for thanks and love in return. All too often, when their children become adults they have not learned to be responsible for themselves. Very sad and heartbreaking.


Gerry

when
i should have sent them on their way the moment they graduated high school
how
i would have offered a year to do whatever they needed to start living life as they wish
why
at a young age i taught them well about taking care of themselves example taken them to the dentist eye dr
physical exam did my job
could have not even done the basics
i just believe in preventive health care
who
all of it done alone
as well enough about their he was a pip himself
i was it took i seriously and raised them alone
they did not ask to be born
what
nothing left but me watching Eva a mom is not clean
after yesterday Christine getting physical with me
you know my pains are through the roof
my appointments all rescheduled
she want to come home
oh brother guide me

I was/am fortunate. Even tho my father had left when I was only eleven, I had learned from my mother, when I graduated school and lived at home, to give a portion of my earnings to cover expenses incurred living at home. My mother had taught me responsibility even tho my dad did not contribute as he should have. Her lessons helped me when I was raising my children.

Neither I, nor my children asked to be born either. Being the "brat" I was at times; had even voiced this to my mother saying "I wished I had never been born". But be that as it may......life is not our own choice.

Oh;...I still remember one of my mother's sayings....."The first 100 years are the hardest".

She had many; the funniest was ..."If I knew I was going to fall, I would have sat down first".


Gerry

thank you Gerry i needed that
your input valued
friend

Believing I would rather sit than fall, I will take initiative and let myself down easily.

Huh,

It works,

Love to all

"Oliver
1/8, 6:50pm
Oliver
i am so glad since an early age knew to seek help on my own help as nobody is a adult until at least 24 or 25 no matter how much responsibility that was layed upon you as your sympathetic necessities that you were un able to be responsible for because your husband could not get off his lazy *** let alone your lazy *** be lucky that i wasn't like my mother completely and woke yous up on a night like today on a weekend morning all windows opened and get up and start cleaning but no your husband that you choose and are i hope happy with because as i wrote to my friends how pathetic it is that i need to buy bras for my daughter at the age of 32 let alone take the last of my savings 600 dollars from my life insurance to pay for her precious belongings in storage because hubby nor my daughter payed for the storage i intrusted her with the family pet only to see my dog subjected to roaches and mice confined in a room forced to eat food that is not meant for him as he as a pup ate the best dry food i could get him and she has the audasity to tell me that her husband failed to keep his vows and how nice it is that you can lean on your mother as you still do STOCKHOLM SYNDROM?!? funny how i had to be there for both my adult daughter thru all of her surgeries used all my days that are given to me fom my job and use them for my children simotsniously a daughter that needed kidney surgery so a good 15 years of my life was dedicated to being there to a child that is not a adult to a child that was and whos boyfriend could not keep a roof over her head forcing them now to probably live the next 5 years before he could start life on a financial level and were all my adult children bleed me dry and have now a granddaughter who i am responsible for because her mother chooses not to go to a meeting get under my roof beyond disrespectful is the least i could say you on the other hand may think you pick up the phone you may think that i know you love me you may think that you pick up the phone you may think i am not here why oh why could you not have closed your bridges up and left or better yet go to the man who had visitation rights oh someone please tell me where he ever took action with the courts to enforce and fight to see you children where do you think you crossed the line i can tell you exactly when but im not gonna let you know what it was i will if i have to do what i have to without having a child who has the time to reciprocate pay it forward if you will know it dosent feel good to know your children do not like the person she is the truth is im done being the glue that corissa refers to as keeping the family together you all need to take a good long look in the mirror aand take look at who you really are regardless your mother
Oliver
1/8, 7:10pm
Oliver
in addition i gotta son who fails to give me back my money he owes me i gotta pull it from him not the way i gave it to him used my card to buy himself a couch adn then told me to go **** my self yeah thats right this stupid mother who dosent give a **** but yeah my baby boy not a gift not a present something that he asked for something that i loaned him the use of my plastic card so he can sit his *** on it along with his little friends was he responsible did he pay me back as promised no i got go **** yourself a mother who still waits for that moment her son know what is like to live on his own and a daughter who breaks her promise who fails to remember who helped push her into the life of writing you all are selfish and make me sick i have a grandchild who loves me to death that if it wasnt for the consistency and me having custody of her she wouldnt have a place she knows her grandmother loves her very very much i will not see or associate myself with lies i due wait for my money not in bits and peices stop hanging on mommies finances you selfish selfish pigs pigs are given food in a neater fashion then you give oliver his food oh how i feel sorry for him this is a indication of her selfishness shame on her
SaraEve
1/8, 7:16pm
SaraEve
guess what? that's all called being a MOM.
if you didn't want to do it, you could have been a MOTHER, like Nana, or given us up for adoption, or shipped us off to our father.
Today
Oliver
9:22am
Oliver
you the sneaky one
you are the pick of the litter
why oh why does you grandmother calling me about the monies $500.00 to be exact
and why did you ask me to pay for your storage as it was ready to be auctioned off
a mother who has to buy her daughter clothes as her "husband" lay around waiting for work
someone who is living with mother and father in law with my dog who has not seen a doctor yet for you both are so selfish you don't im sorry won't by him food or has no litter to void
you selfish little turd
know that you did bring it up
if i could do it all over again
hell no
it should have always been about me
please do not fret
i do not know you from your brother to you bitches about the future not much
**** you and the ***** that came in after you
please could one of you show shred of
anything that would have gone to court and enforce his rights to have you
oh what a relief it would have been
you ma think you are sitting pretty
i am ashamed of you all
i lived most my life picking up after slobs
let alone coming home from work at 6:00 in the morning to a sink full of **** between you an your boy
that you did anything for yourself Eva
unheard of you brats needed my attention
pay your grandmother back
im sick and tired of cleaning up your after you and your brothers ********
as for you and children your right everything for a reason
you my dear cannot even take care of a 10 lb. dog maybe 8 lbs now
as you proclaim your **** i might as well jump in
remember you never had brain surgery or
went to college
oh how things would have been different
if he only took you all
but he chose not to
please let me see anything that says he did not have rights
you selfish little girl
i just needed to buy you bras
bras
bras
underware
underware
unheard of of a almost 33 year old maid
as you always said your boy wont be going any where soon as you both can't put two pennies together
i only took out 600 for my policy
right becsause you came crying how everything will be gone
like i said you grandmother called saying how not even a phone call to her yet
after taking her money also and taking you poor little shits out after you pathetic
wedding !
take a good look in the mirror as i told your brother both of you talking behind my back as you sister christine called you both on your ****
michs
michael puts himself in the hospital when in at turmoil he puts himself into the hospital and leaves all his **** behind for someone else to pick up his ****
the **** heads that you really are
as i told your brother
both of you yet have no clue what its like living on you own and not mooching off of whoever you can
oh i didn't give you a hundred dollars when you went to Boston
as your boy had no way of doing it
i didn't do that now shame on you eva
keep up the lousy job
maybe just maybe you might get it
like i said your grandmother is bitching how you borrowed i say took as she says she hasn't heard from you since
and the rest
you owe me
along with others
shame on you
shame on you
gave you monies for your meds
stole money from me
zero for my meds between you and michael shame on all of you
as for me i'll **** off for now"


this is how dirty it gets
this is the real stuff
only in anger do they express
themselves
as much left in between
Christ Jesus
punish me if i was anything
like my mother to my children
why oh why do i need to hear
from her now and tell me her woes
how my children called upon her for monies
to bail them out
then bleed me dry
i never owed anyone anything all my life
ever
have always been there for my family
including outside my children sisters mother
not one time did i refuse them
if i am that terrible terrible person to
them as my grandchild comes to me to
play tea party
or build a pool or castle till i cannot move
as my being seizes stiffens
strike me down if i lie
i never knew the truth
suspected
only where is it that the dads father whatever you
want to refer to them as by name
you can surely be certain i exhausted them all
the one thing greatly appreciate
"THE TRUTH"
you may wonder how can you speak of them like such
all fouled is anger driven
but the truth is out
it hurts
but it is the truth

if it weren't for my sister to be the one to say
there is a third person
on with us
yeah
my daughter
has no place to sleep
can she come"here" to sleep
in the morning my youngest daughter
see's her take my keys
as i was on the phone with my sister
she says she told her sister give back the keys
as she fumbled with them
she gave it to her sister
her sister says give me the mailbox keys
my daughter stole my keys for my mailbox
the cops here to escort her
Eva sleeping has seen enough
not to mention be mean to her sister
Corissa
then the butt of a father calls telling me how to
do things
i told him my the judge made the decision she be in
my care and the mother no longer stay with me
well there were times she would purposely fall asleep
i was okay with as it long as she did not
cause any problems
sad to sat he is not priority Eva and Corissa
and crossed the line when he began swearing
and the cursing
bingo done
hung up the phone
then left a message that if i should give him
any problems

i have put my all in helping
i hope they will not take her
and place her in any foster care
my mother would jump in
so she told me as they say

SHE STOLE MY KEYS
LIE AND ROB YOU MOTHER
MY FAULT
STILL TOOK ON THE JOB
WHETHER THEY LEFT OR NOT

pun intended and i reached my threshold


Eva and Corissa are doing great
she napped and woke so happy
mom on the other hand stole from me
and her sister
turned physical as i heard something thrown
then stopped
Corissa was being picked on by her
her period is due
not a way to live
sister will stop by
evas father hasn't called
i'm getting ready for bed soon
we'll see

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