to those that understand
the the pain and joy children bring
i we all are creation from the ALMIGHTY
our SPIRITUAL DNA is from our ALMIGHTY

may i be the starting force
to make my children understand

thank you for you kindness

Eva,
Unfortunately, it is a difficult task to make them understand; especially once they have become adults.

Corissa is a work in progress. Maybe easing up on the negatives might help. Prayers are with you; especially during this heartbreaking time.


Gerry

as she is witness to all
she certainly has been so open with me
the negativity is there not by my choice
as ii was promised my monies in return
on a promised date i am for once never forgetting
we are not in a position to wait for things
to happen
unfortunately i do not have the physical
capabilities to move but if i must i will
make the best of what is left
my baby girl Corissa
hold on as she holds me
she has found her place
and is much happier
thank you for your care and insight
with much in my heart for you
eva

Corissa will make you proud. She is a very caring young lady. You are passing on this quality to her beautifully. As difficult as it may be, in spite of your pain, hopefully she will see there are happy times as well.


Gerry

a horrible night for sure
my arms knees feet hands back neck head
unable to void #2 without help
the nausea has got me today
i need to refill meds
Corissa stays home today
as i have no clue what to expect
as anything goes with Christine
or anyone else for that matter
she too feels badly
we will try and feel better
thank you for the concerns
eva

well my daughter allowed
my policy to lapse
and now terminated
it was for them
as it only works
after i DIE
this from my eldest
to be clear
upon death

christine being difficult now telling me
she won't give me my key back till
wednesday
she just hung up on me

Praying.
This invokes a power far greater than mine.

dad calls to speak with Eva
Sunday daddy had changed plans
and could not pick up Eva
so he is talking to me and
Christine calling when she sleeps
etc.
the next thing i hear i'll

give custody
to you i want her with you
i was stunned
pretended i did not hear him
and continued to say
kindly remind her of the key
he said tomorrow evening
hanging on
till then
what do ya think
a good night sleep

have such a horrible throb
in knees and hip it wakes me up
my app. changed
we will see how
to just throw it out
like that?

poor fella had not much to say

mother call to talk to baby

my son writes me a prospect buyer
for car wants yes or no answer
then as i get my message to him
about break line has a temporary fix
all else hasn't gone yet
and like i wrote my mechanic was
being kind and telling me time to let it go
less than 70,000 original
is only needed for 6 months
told him book is $2,500.00
that is what i said
he says this person has taxes
are here and can only give me
$1,000.00 down and rest in installments
person has no problem signing
an agreement if i like the installments
should i do it or am i nuts
i will save for a smaller version
with a loan from only parent
i never in my life owed anything
too
but
the truth of the matter
i need something that could be reliable
this i have yet to still
call my mechanic
what would you do

at the end he types love

i'm like to myself is he nuts

i hesitated

he types again

Love You


he will



get to me on his break

Father watch over my children
same hospital i was at today
calling me in her puppy voice
no call from my son eldest one
either knowing the baby needs their
connection
but life moves on for them
still with no return of any
returns of my monies

my brief talk with Christine
you are not taking care of business
like meetings or work letting
her sugar flux to many times
an not have her meds for her
diabetes

speak of the wise child of mine
they are keeping her to check
if she suffered a stroke
they will do a MRI of her brain
a localized area
so she was told
asked me to kiss my granddaughter
and tell her "I love her"
told her she is always told that
she will call in the morning
i also told her was she completely
honest including the way she eats
we shall see
i can only pray
lord
angels
dad
watch over her
amen