Five by five
Done

ya know i jumped out of my bed this morning still dark outside
hobbled through the other end of the apartment her room is stationed a bathroom outside her room a beautiful room at that
i walked into her room
started crying
i had forgotten she returned home yesterday
and also forgotten she slept in my bed along with my granddaughter
dear Brother
i can't go through this again
the difference this time i am ill crippled useless
my attitude is as open and honest it can ever get
my eldest so angry at my illnesses

Eva,

Know you are not alone,
Caring with/for you,

Gerry

Caring in all ways possible.
All ways and always,
Squeezing you tightly in hugs,
M56

Dear Eva

For every waking moment
A thought streams out to you,
Cutting through the pains
That bind us.
That thought carries with it
Strength. Hope. Compassion.
Feel my thought,
Be Comforted.

Dave.

it goes without saying
i think about what you offer me
to kick some butts is not how i want begin
a relationship
for example the new secretary
from our in house property management
office
sweet young woman my daughters age
"your going to have to move your car"
handed her my keys
told her to tell Roslyn
do what you have to do and find
a tiny little hole

that attitude comes from lying to me
it will cost them by
finding me a hole in a wall
that's how tiny it is
i am on the top level
in the exposed elements (mother nature)
mother to nurture her babies
i told the father "
you seem to forget
at thirty you both lie
don't have your foul turd together
made me a mom all over again
when will she stop
struggling fighting
abandonment issue could
become a problem

in Jesus i trust
in Jesus i trust
in Christ name
Amen!

feeling your message

sending
the strongest feeling of all

LOVE
in abundance
me

Between the hours of 9 and 10pm GMT (4-5pm Eastern) I Meditate to clear and focus my mind to come on here after my meds at 10.
From 9:30ish I Meditate on Loving Kindness. That was once generalized, but is now in part focussed on my friends and fellow members - and especially you Eva - here at NeuroTalk.
Take time to think of me while I am thinking of you.

Dave.