i look and look
and see and know
and gave just to give

someone not so long ago said
something like this

how can my family (children) not see the added pain
inflicted
no matter which one of my kids it be
speaking with my shrink about the last inconsiderate
words chosen by my daughter
said to me
this will be her LAST of
"Skyline Sessions"
a venue of my apartment for her gig
it was a idea i suggested
having a one month session featuring random
artist (poetry) this month featured Megan Falley
because of a simple question
that i believe
had nothing to do with me
to have maybe sweep or dry mop the
floor stepping on rock salt
not a good thing
i awoke to unexpected dried leftover
cheese fondue
spoons and all
and i nicely told her

OH MY GOD!
ALL HELL ROSE

LUCKILY
i had just spoken about it
with my shrink
this morning
the child i am inspired by
also hurt me in a way i never imagined possible
we aren't the same
this is true
i like it real
disappointed
me

I am so sorry to read you have been hurt still again.

So sorry.

Big HUGZ to you,
M56

dear friend

its the end

we over spoke each other

and as she said

"DONE"

me

how do i stop
and do as they do
and not give a turd
please
someone teach me
get hard and get over it
it's to draining
me