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Dear Eva,
That sort of day would put me on my back for weeks, taking megadoses of my meds! I know, as you do, that these necessary Evils come to try us at times, it is just so unfair that they have all come at once for you. Try to rest for as long as possible when you have finished this Marathon. I truly feel for you. Dave.
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"Thanks for this!" says: | eva5667faliure (07-16-2015) |
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making it to my pain specialist
i explain what happened with the last DRUG ZONAGRAN and why i needed to stop it i called the office when i stopped went through the withdrawals he didn't seem to i don't know interested concerned explained what happened with my shrink and bottom line asked him to dispense my xanax so i begin to tell him of the research i came across with what neurologist doctor Kevin Tracey and how the nervous system might be able to be hacked a very intriguing study and trials in the works he cut me off and said he wasn't interested that there have been studies like what i was explaining what a thought not to have to take meds for one thing and hope it works and it not destroy other organs i so f****** frustrated at my doctors doctors i have been with since the beginning i'm sick of it just sick of it why strip m of my HOPE oh maybe because it isn't another drug NO MORE FREAKING DRUGS so i won't be happy right at the moment discouraged treated as if what i say and physically feel is not in my head but nothing else one thing for certain the drugs are kill me also make no mistake how i hate them my doctor stole my thunder while he'll be on a two month vacation jeez i'm so angry me
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someone who cares eva Last edited by eva5667faliure; 07-17-2015 at 07:16 AM. Reason: big time typos |
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And dang it all to heck anyhow!
It makes this friend angry Reading how you have Been Worked Over By CAREGIVERS Hippocrates would just die to read what happens with you! All I can give are hugs, love, prayers, and HOPE For A Better day today for you, dear friend ![]() ![]() ![]() get the idea ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() M56 |
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today we go to the pool Eva's mom my daughter will be invited a day for mother and child and i can have a one on one no phone in the pool the phone and her obsession with it is harming her hindering her striping her of a moment when it isn't hooked to her side or put in her bra this i pray be good mother and daughter time as grandchild bonds with mom in a different pool it just blows me away how he stole my thunder love me
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Dear Eva,
Spitting blood and bile at the way you have been treated, I am so angry on your behalf. This is the treatment I expect from an uncaring, uninvested Neuro, not Doctors who have been with you for the Journey. You deserve much more than this. I just hope the day at the pool was rejuvinating and uninterrupted by phones. Dave.
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And HUGGING
Can you feel it? This one's for you, Eva ![]() Yeah, flannel shirt and all, M56 I tried to explode the hug icon size...that doesn't work. Darn Last edited by Mark56; 07-18-2015 at 10:20 AM. Reason: How about that |
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Oh dear Father
To hear news I could possibly please possibly as news like such should be celebrated How oh how irresponsible is this possible news And the not so funny thing is I asked her when was her last menses as she is hormonally charged SOMETIMES WHERE I FEAR HER then she tell me the above She is two weeks late with Eva's lazy selfish father So am I upset You bet This would in noway be a healthy situation Goodness I told her to please be responsible Not to mention what ramifications there could be for Eva I just don't get it I just don't get it Me
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((((( Comforting Hugs, Eva ))))) ![]() DejaVu |
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here i go once again
a phone call from my sister opens up conversation with me and asks if either one of my children have begun restitution the next thing i'm asked if she could purchase a computer for my nephew a college Rutgers freshman student i agreed as the arrangement is it will be paid in two installments a sister very close to six figures don't have to explain that the point purchase made laptop delivered laptop that is now compatible with what's required for school i then see on my eldest and hubby painting their beautiful apartment a beautiful place french doors hardwood floors everybody happy now i DO NOT GO ANYWHERE NEAR FACEBOOK it was brought to my attention that i found out the finally have their own place after staying with her mother-in-law for over two years i am furious my sister needed my password to download the program for the laptop i told her Saraeve was the one to set up the account i didn't have it she skipped out on a bill almost two and a half grand after her last Christmas purchase remember estranged and stiffed because in February i ask how or why did she leave the mess she left after her "Skyline session" and how the damage to the floor was enough they her and her husband were the last to leave why did i become the bad guy in this all AGAIN how much more could i have done i offered her my apartment to have her poetry featuring a poet each month what the fudge are you kidding her and hubby capable of painting and where did i get the help STILL needed more now then ever how is it that a child i mean a child of mine cannot see and they can't as it is not visible to the eye my job GONE FOREVER my insurance GONE FOREVER my benefits for life after fifteen years OF service PUT IN SEVEN AND A HALF YEARS IN ALREADY GONE FOREVER oh i'm so angry and a sister who is the same as we were kids only we are adults now i of all have the least in financial trouble ALWAYS in excellent standing with my plastic cards just cut up the JCPenny card PAID OFF my sons couch and am slowly paying what's left i can no longer make double payments they let a quarter of a million dollar life insurance laps in payment asked them to never let the payments to laps and if i should ever need any help to do so a quarterly charge of $156.00 divided in three really TERMINATED after 18 years of putting into it so there could be something left for them WHY WHY Why hurt the one who has had her back even now i was open at what i thought was not a nice thing to leave for her sister to take care of who she knows is lazier then her when it comes to clean up never in my life i am struggling am asked for help again and my daughter wouldn't now give my sister the pass word really really now that has successfully been changed i'm so upset me
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i have been push and pulled
twirled and blown away with such hatred among this family there is only so much that this body and soul the hurt so deep the wound never gets heal to feel as i do and then my grown children who dodge their responsibility made a mistake did i ? they are my children they asked for help i did what any parent would only they are no longer children to see my eldest able and her husband able where was the help when needed it is not a good feeling to have given so much of me they don't understand my anger towards them i cannot express anymore then i tried and tried and tried am i should i look disheveled must i smell of urine as many cannot bath i think point understood as i rarely get to bath as in sit in the tub i wouldn't be able to get out unless i was sitting on my legs and my pain won't let me sit in that position a position i would be in with children remembering wrapping the presents to put around the Christmas tree how hard i worked to give them somewhat of a fun life growing as my kids would now say to me "mom we never really understood how poor we were" i take that as a job well done what a shame many would just assume we had money but for the only reason just a blow out wth my sister be back me .....well that was just wonderful turned out it was one thing on top of another on top of another and let loose quickly before she doesn't move as far as my kids and returning what was mine for my sister who has been a real turd even when placing the order a saving of $62.00 and commented stuff like what a big deal i asked her to shut up then apologized for what i thought was rude really i'm tired thanks for letting me share me
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someone who cares eva Last edited by eva5667faliure; 09-11-2015 at 11:31 PM. Reason: continued |
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