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Old 06-16-2013, 04:38 PM #1
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Heart Trust MUST be EARNED

Dear One Who Cares-

I am so glad you have been there for your children in the dual parent role as the man you married was without substance to either his vows or his word. Would that one could "throw him under a bus" but he will be sorted out in all good time when he meets his maker. I think I do not want to be there for that conversation.....

The garbage "word is worthless" contractor..... well, this is PRECISELY why I do not trust contractors. Even most recently, the HVAC technician who came highly recommended proved not to be trustworthy. Thus, I am pretty good about having contractors sign off to agreements for work to be performed, price to be paid, insurance they must carry, and release of LIEN rights [regarding properties people own as opposed to renting]. Lastly, pay the person WHEN work complete, bills PAID, workers paid, Lien Waiver in hand.... then they have earned our hard earned money... BUT NEVER CASHOLA, NEVER CASH..... why, because one has the harder time proving payment with cash- as there is lack of documentation.

NOW----- Search Angie's List, a place where people REVIEW all sorts of contractors and handypeople. Drop an A Bomb on the list regarding your flake contractor and help forewarn others before they are the recipients of such foul treatment.

I so do pray the medical issues for Corissa are resolved to the good. If you are going to court this time again regarding father's dilatory care of his flesh and blood, think about NOT cutting Him any slack..... unless that cut job goes a bit lower than you might have originally contemplated. He could probably do with a little slack in that department. Take his pinky feet and hold them to the fire on the behalf of your dear child. I well and truly hope and pray you have counsel for this matter.

Keeping you in my prayers.
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Default to court it is

my dear friend

your words ring
truth in my ears
the courts here in
this county need so
badly to do the work
they are assigned

why
because i know
never did i let my ex
get away with it
when ever i got word
i forwarded it to the
person in charge

as what is called a domino effect
the same goes with a system
a very long one but it's there

oh my friend
i just stopped for a moment
and realized who very much
i have been through
i have been fighting for
persons to do the right thing
do their job as it slows the
process or even halt it by
not doing anything
and the children
when divorced
i asked for nothing
for myself
just the children
that's right
no alimony
i was with council
for my divorce
did zip for my children

then there was G.M.
that never did as judge
ordered wage garnishment
zip for my children no insurance
persons sat on their hands
but i am who i am
a fighter for the underdog
in my case i have had council
3 times regarding this same issue
i learned an awful lot

i have done fairly well
when representing myself
with all the proof i have
a heck of a file

i just came from a new building
that was basically inhabitable
the owner threw in the towel
i broke him down

dear friend
i had municipal
and county
state
involved 10 years
but Judge Oliveri
caught him in many lies
for evidence and pictures
many other factors of proof
mostly correspondences
i think you get the picture

i am in good standing
have proof as Corissa's
father always paid through
the probation department
my mistake for relieving
him of probation department
now to put him back on it
allows me to open up
many cans of worms
but not at Corissa's expense
and will not treat her as he is

you support and understanding
is appreciated
naive maybe at first
trusting i wouldn't get ripped of
in that manner and behave
as he did no more

precious advice and what
a lift and a good awakening

i am so hurting helping
Christine
Sara was there
cut her hair
Corissa talking with big
sis
it was great
my hands are killing me
not to mention tired
Sara and hubby dropped
Christine at hospital
she is having a sleep test
done

so i will try and turn in
oh how everything hurts

so much i need and want to say
tomorrow
Eva is with us

may i again say
your words mean
what i feel

to continue

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That today is a BETTER BETTER, maybe even SUPER day for you Eva my Friend!

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That today is a BETTER BETTER, maybe even SUPER day for you Eva my Friend!

Uh huh,
just me and eva
it was beautiful
we did everything
together
dear GOD
hear our prayers

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Default how cruel can a father be....

dear God
dear Brother
dear Mother

thank you for another day

sweet Lord
Christine relapsed again
it is a nasty agonizing process
and thank you dear God
Eva my grandchild safe
with us
she needs to go to her daily
meetings and look at IT as her
MEDICATIONS FOR SOBRIETY
DEAR LORD HEAR OUR PRAYERS
i love Eva
and after a horrific
day at the pool
a father to my child Corissa
was shunned by her maker
and shunned by her 1/2 sisters
i am so happy how my two friends
and manager along with security guards
were aware of the situation

just got a phone call from the
department of youth and services
PRAY PLEASE PRAY
SHE WON'T BE TAKEN AWAY
I NEED YOU MY BROTHER
HELP ME
HELP US
DON'T LET THEM TAKE HER

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dear God
dear Brother
dear Mother

thank you for another day

sweet Lord
Christine relapsed again
it is a nasty agonizing process
and thank you dear God
Eva my grandchild safe
with us
she needs to go to her daily
meetings and look at IT as her
MEDICATIONS FOR SOBRIETY
DEAR LORD HEAR OUR PRAYERS
i love Eva
and after a horrific
day at the pool
a father to my child Corissa
was shunned by her maker
and shunned by her 1/2 sisters
i am so happy how my two friends
and manager along with security guards
were aware of the situation

just got a phone call from the
department of youth and services
PRAY PLEASE PRAY
SHE WON'T BE TAKEN AWAY
I NEED YOU MY BROTHER
HELP ME
HELP US
DON'T LET THEM TAKE HER

SOMEONE WHO CARES
I am praying for you. Keep looking UP!
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Default my prayer answered

dear friends

today and the week-end
felt like one long day
and every time **** hits
the fan it is the driving
force all my life
i am so not crying
the poor me's
as i know for certainty
God's plan rules
and has built a helluva
woman as a result and
wouldn't have it any other
way
my Lord gave us free will
well i do all my homework
and am always put to the test
and see how many times i
challenged
i am disgusted at the poor
job people do at the DYDs
i had put myself forward
with the DYFS worker that
came to my home because
Eva was here as mommy worked
the week-end and relapsed
Sunday after work
all hell broke loose
bottom line
the Judge gave me
temporary custody of
Eva

HERE IS MY PROBLEM
i in all this time
wish in all the facility
she complied in all
but i wanted when
leaving the program
have the addict be under
the condition stipulated
a person must complete
one year mandatory
4 times a week a must
go to Narcotics Anonymous
and it is finally something
she must do
she will have the baby
Monday-Friday
9:00 A.M. - 5:00 P.M.
then i have her
she will be here for the
duration of her plan that
DYFS gave her
i will do all i can
it was more needed
when baby and mommy
were put into the real world
this is the first time my child
since being a mommy living
life sober as a child is at stake
LORD help her
help us
i trust you

they are slowly
hanging themselves
in the management
of this building
allowing them to
throw each other
under the bus
all because of the truth


and to help my child
Corissa through this
transformation of his
disposition has prompted
me to take him to court
as there is enough truth
to wring his neck
it was never about the money
money he does have for
he can do for one must do
for another
God is good!
i trust my Brother will
be carrying me when
i do all the paperwork
and start the process
Sunday while me
Coriss, Saraeve, the baby
her CORISSA'S FATHER
WAS THERE WITH HIS OTHER
CHILDREN
THE OLDEST 20 OF HIS DECEASED
WIFE AND 2 OTHERS ONE HE ADOPTED
AS HIS AND HER SISTER
TURNS OUT HE TOLD THE TWO YOUNGER GIRLS
NOT TO SPEAK TO CORISSA
THEY TOLD HER THEY MISS HER

I SPOKE WITH THE WOMAN RUNNING
THE POOL
HAS THE SAME LAST NAME
AS THE JUDGE WHO WE WERE
IN FRONT OF
TURNS OUT THEY ARE
SISTER-IN-LAWS
WHAT A SMALL WORLD
OR DIVINE INTERVENTION
my God showing himself
explaining to her kindly
be aware that her father
was there and to inform the
security guards of the
situation that could ensue

ONLY TO COME HOME
AND MY DAUGHTER
TELL ME SHE RELAPSED

oh my dear Lord
help me
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I pray this is the miracle that was an answer to my prays
It be a miracle for all us suffers

WE ARE NOT NUTS!
IT IS NOT IN OUR HEADS
BUT PAINFULLY IN OUR FEET AND HANDS
SO MABEY THE DOCTORS WHO DONT BELIEVE
THEIR PATIENTS SHOULD NOW
SIT ON THEIR HAANDS AND FEET
UNTIL THEY LOOSE ALL SENSATION
LACK OF BLOOD SUPPLY
RELEASE AND ALL THAT PAINFULL TINGLING
THAT IS JUST A TASTE OF WHAT IT FEELS LIKE
ALL THOOSE WHO THINK THEY ARE GOD
BEST HUMBLE THEMSELVES AND LISTEN TO THEIR PATIENCE
AND YES FROM A DISGRUNTLED RECIPIENT
WHO PRAISES THE DOCTORS
AND STUDY IN THIS AREA BE PRAISED
TO THOOSE DOCTORS WHO CONTINUE WHO DOUBT THERE PATIENCE
ARE IN THE WRONG BUISNESS YOU DO
MORE HARM THEN GOOD

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Dear God

I am done today
The computer
Laptop harddrive destroyed
Gone done
Everything gone
Everything
I am just sick
Done
What else
Done
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Because cannot reach out in reality and hug you through this hard seeming hardest of times.

Your computer crashed.

So much pain.

So much injury surrounding you.

CARING is what I do from afar, and pray, and extend HOPE,
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