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07-01-2014, 03:03 PM | #91 | |||
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my boss
the Mayor called taking care of what was done reaching out to chief of police awaiting call chief of police called director only sent word to him today yesterday she took personal day now i still must go to court will make it be that we be heard first thing and that both meter persons be there assured he would do whatever he could to make it go smooth HE CALLED
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07-02-2014, 04:51 AM | #92 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary This is another painful night/morning Up a 4:00 with pain On the bowl for a half hour feeling sick and have a day with two of my doctors My shrink and pain Doc There is to much This heart heavy This body awake in throbbing pain Joints a big problem from my fingers to my toes everything inbetween any and all joints Just throb Have at least an hour and half before I take my Meds I believe my tolerance may have been reached I will be talking to my Doc about it Father No more Meds please I beg No more Meds Let this be the only thing I ask Heal me from my pain and sorrow You have my undivided attention I am your child Help me I need you Me
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07-03-2014, 07:27 AM | #93 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary As my worse fear once again A reality I have now begun for the first time since My regimen was as follows Morning no earlier than 7:00 A.M. 2 30mg 1 1mg Xanax 1 4mg zanaflex 1 20mg tamoxifen (for cancer) Afternoon no later than 2:00 P.M. 2 5mg oxcycodone 2 4mg zanaflex 1 1mg Xanax Evening no later than 7:00 P.M. 1 4mg zanaflex 1 30mg ocxycotin And it is never ever abused I also smoke a plant we are trying to pass To help with my pins and needles most importantly the nausea something that hurts terribley with all the strain on my neck surgery The plate and screws are felt more than I would like And I do understand they are foreign objects They hurt at times My back area is just a big fat mess It hurts to the touch This my friends are mostly about the mechanical problems The throbbing in joints unbearable Wakens me to have no relief and pray The throb stops Some times I feel the throb like right now fade or skip a few beats And when that happens My brain begs it has stopped And then it starts I want to scream No working it out Father my spirit is damaged I know my outcome is not something that will never get any better And this summer is also another indication to how the body has progressed It has not in any way Unfortunately my case is in my family And until a person suffers pain 24/7 you are not qualified they should be counting Ones lucky stars So now my worse fear I will now add ONE MORE 30mg OxyContin at my night time schedule I pray and believe it will do the job So reluctantly I will move forward As there is no return Father I pray you one day lift this pain And heal me Heal me sweet Father Heal this broken heart Watch over my struggling family Keep them safe from EVIL IN JESUS NAME I BELIEVE AMEN!
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07-03-2014, 09:08 AM | #94 | ||
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Oh I do hope (and pray) that you can get rested.
Take the damn pill and bless it! You must sleep to manage and think. You must break the pain when possible as prolonged pain will just fry your brain. I know you worry about addiction....the body just builds up a tolerance. No judgement...it just is....you take them for pain not for the high (as if). If you had to increase a med for say like blood pressure...you would just understand that the body needs more of the supplement to manage the ailment. Fear feeds worry to itself and produces the fear.....bless the meds...bless the water...bless your sleep. Dear Eva...know you are in the hands of God and all is as it is supposed to be ... Right now....right here....rest... I very much understand....a long time friend calls me addicted...her looking down on me for being DEPENDENT on a drug has put a real krink in the friendship. Send a PM if you need to let loose. Holding you in Loving Light HB |
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07-03-2014, 05:32 PM | #95 | |||
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i will do just that like always awesome much love i can take what was said you are sooo right blank those who judge as a recovering addict it is a good kick in the gut thank you friend and God bless You me
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07-03-2014, 07:22 PM | #96 | ||
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I love you and it hurts my heart that you are in pain.
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07-04-2014, 05:05 AM | #97 | |||
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And you are reasons why I stay
It comes from a loving place Much love in return You understand what happens when the pain takes control Not nice Love Me
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07-10-2014, 12:18 AM | #98 | |||
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Prayer is what I bring to offer for you
Love fuels it into emergence from within my soul to find ways before the Lord who knows you have needs which only may fully be addressed by His gentle touch thus I pray and pray and more it is hard for you yet, I am buoyed each time I read the claim you assert of blessings which are in you around you flowing over you may you know each moment of each day I am one who lifts you in prayer my dear friend, Mark56 |
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07-11-2014, 06:51 AM | #99 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Thank you for another day My blessings are something I promised myself I would always write once a day here When I started this commitment I had no clue it would be morphed in so many cycles Making it the place I pray Today I pray we all have enough strength for the day For some worse than others This person has only her experience strength and hope to share with like minded people As I want to feel the love of my Father He is the one we all strive to be It is my wish we could understand how all the money in the world could take what I go through on a daily basis My job is still to be a caretaker to my precious grandchild and my babygirl Corissa. Yesterday was the pits with all the evil drama Babies father and mother Tomorrow who why even go there I have today to do the right thing My blessings will come in many forms All I need is peace in my life just tired of it all So for the rest of the world I wish peace in your life Be mindful to others Me
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07-12-2014, 05:59 AM | #100 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary thank you for another day it is a beautiful sunrise Father fill my Spirit with the Joy of Loving You may it come through to all i meet today my heart is heavy and that be my Cross the pain to bare of my own life Mother i have children who look too me give me the strength to have a good time with my family at the pool today we only have each other to call family they too grow up with such self inflicting problems make them stronger it is one day at a time like anything else we must be happy i Father have been void of happiness and peace the will to go on has become great i turn to you for solace Father Almighty give me strength to want to go on this body feels so old and worn i was the glue that kept the family together Father may my Love of human be ever so strong Life is so unfair this i know to be true you have carried me most my years i ask you more than ever let me Love let me spread your Love carry me you do no way would someone believe all the wrongs that were done to me only you know the truth pain pain go away come back another day i have had many difficult nights my days even harder and i push and i push in the end all i look for is peace not much life left in this achy body until till i run out let my pain be replaced with you Holy Love as i am your child who is looking to her Father for guidance Bless us your Love Amen
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