Ugh sorry Frank you have had one heck of a year for sure! Hope you feel better soon!

we all have, just going nutty well more so than normal

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well im sick of the internet and why should i tell what my problems are but since some seem to think my life is so easy maybe ill tell you

ocd drives me crazy

i check stuff a lot

ever watch show "monk?"

i dont like anyone running for president much so im unhappy about politics

people seem to drive faster and people are getting ruder in my state i suppose

crime seems like its up and people have been rude to me to say the least in my town

well i could say more but its depressing

i think i vomited other day i was upset or it was something i ate

had a cold for 3 weeks that was the worst

internet connections are slow and im sick of the internet

im also paranoid and poor

caseworker or no one told me i can get that stupid bush rebate

why would i need 600 dollars?

give to the illegals -not me

right!!!!!!!!!!!!

life passes me by too it seems

i guess because im paranoid at times i dont discuss whats going on with me

((((((clouds))))))

in real life im so paranoid or people are mean at times and they are mean in society

lately people in society have been mean to me

sometimes i think ill get assuatled which i have been in the past
sometimes i think theyll do more

so my life isnt all so great either or easy

ive encountrered some real wackos in socitey at times -makes me want to stay home
panic attacks i guess agoaphobia

i wish there was something i could do to change that for you clouds. i really do.

is it people around where you live that treat you this way? the area?

not meaning this forum, people i encounter seem to have a problem with my existance it seems

i'm sure moving is not an option.

anything i can do? i know...online isn't the same as in person. but i can offer you friendship. like i have for years. crazy huh? it has been years.
not that we've aged.

hugs my friend.

moving? who knows

ill move one day i suppose

i sort of want to move to the south somewhere then again maybe not

i meet bad people and i meet good too

i dont know why people think im so happy im not always, or seldom am happy

i would say im doing better than 8 years ago so any changes in politics i dont know is great yet i guess im against the war as its going or has gone