oh Vonn have a great time....

hey all thanks for the prayers...boy I left for meeting with time to spare..went to visit my mom...and slam.....she mentioned that my sister might not be able to go back on the testin drug as she isnt passing lung testing....or breathing testing...something....

anyhow....the kicker..my bro in law asked dr about timeframe....my mom thought she had told me this part earlier..nooo...anyhow...

he was told...3-6months...:eek: I really didnt think it was possbly that close....:( I know timeframes are just guesses...

anyhow my strong sister, doesnt know the time frame given..she didnt want to know, she knows since she is feeling worse slowly....she is reading up on making funeral plans ahead..and dealing with death young....and she is really positive...(I know reading about funeral planning might not seem positive to some...) but to think ahead realistically...as you still hope for more time..is positive in my eye...SHE Is very strong woman...hope I am always as strong....

so I was in heavy tears at my moms, she said that is why she was gonna wait till tomorrow after Madeline has more test results to talk to my younger sis and I....together....but it slipped the info..which is ok...

Oh keep my mom in your prayers too, I think she is taking this tough...who wouldnt the idea of losing a child...(well I have done that..but new baby) but to have your 49 year old fighting cancer...while you as a mom are pretty healthy I dont know...rambling here...

gotta go loving with the kids....appreciate time...cause you never know when or what is the ultimate plan for each of us in life...hugsss to you all...

I thank you all for being here always, you really might not know how much support I get from just reading the everyday chatter we type.....I love you all very much, hugssss:hug::grouphug:, sarah

sorry was kind of lurking today

Sandy sorry about those$#%@#$% UTI's

Sarah my prayers are with you and your family

Vonn that will be nice, enjoy

Tami I am so sorry you are hurting right now, does your back pain fluctuate with the weather like this hurricane actually every hurricane i feel it in my back? hope you get some relief soon say howdy to Craig

Renee sorry you got over heated, you tried,

Fin did ya over do it?:rolleyes::eek::rolleyes:

everyone else that I missed Barb Kay Trish Kelly and more hope your day went well and tomorrow is also a good day

Little 'ol innocent me? Oh, I'm never that stubborn. :D :D

did ya get things done? hope so cause then its worth the over do if you ask me

Not everything on the list, but got some stuff done. Even managed to make myself take a short nap. I think I'm learning to manage what I can. ;)

Have fun!!! We're waiting for fall to come around so I can ride behind the hubby on his V-rod. :cool:

glad to hear that Fin I too have been trying to do things differently not over do it, not always easy to do

sad news... Lilah birthed two kids, one stillborn, and one very weak.

worked frantically to save the little doeling, but she didn't make it.

that's farm life... bouncing for joy one day, with Leeloo's beautiful kids, and now, crying over Lilah's lost babies.

Lilah keeps baaaaing, and looking all over for her kids.

milked her to relieve some of the pressure, just trying to make her comfortable now... gave her warm sweet oatmeal, washed her up gently, and cleaned her pen.

don't know HOW I made it through the rest of my chores yesterday... sort of stumbling and sniffling...

why does life have to be so darn HARD sometimes ??

Von, I know what you mean, we looked at bikes in SP, and I was dismayed at the difficulty I had mounting.

the clerk went and got a plastic milk crate for me, then I was able to get on.

sheesh... just needed to get a leg up... :o

Sarah, so very sorry about your sister... prayer helps, and Madeline is on my list... Maddie too, as she begins school. :hug:

Finny, stubborn is my *other* middle name. :p

Sarah....:hug: I'm so very sorry about your sister. I lost my sister this past January and it still seems unreal some days. I'm praying for Madeline and your entire family. I know how hard it is.

Kay...I'm in tears! How sad! I know that mother nature has a way of taking care of things but it's still sad. :( Try and give Leeloo and her kids some extra attention - hopefully that will ease the pain. And give Lilah an extra serving of sweet oatmeal...she deserves it. :hug:

Vonn...I want to see a picture of you on the bike with the HOG prez!!! Sounds like a fun adventure!! :wink:

Tamiloo....sorry you're having pain. When is your surgery? Have fun Christmas shopping!

The preliminary reports on Hurricane Gustav seem relatively good.....at least they are reporting from New Orleans and the city isn't under water this time. Time will tell but it was a blessing that everyone evacuated and stayed (for the most part) safe.

I'm thinking of everyone even if I forgot to list some....ya'll have a good day. :)