yes sarah i had posted here but thought it would be better to post to your profile message ... you not going crazy nor are you seeing things ... lol

I bow down before the pharmaceutical gift that is Lorazepam.

it's gotten me through several tight spots...

I rarely use it, but when I need it, I really NEED it!

:cool:

I wouldn't call it the WORST video ever. I've seen a lot worse! It was kinda campy, though. And the lead guitar player reminds me of how I used to look back in the day.

LOL TK you obviously missed a post girl! Yes two! Now the super hot sexy guy was the black guy 6'4 and yummy...he's the one I ditched. The one I'm still batting around awhile, is cute too he's about 5'9 ......I must say I do like taller guys but anyway......he's blond and has that all american boy next door look goin and we went to high school together, hung out in the same circles,and went to the same parties....and never met! But he was a year under me and of course I only liked the older boys!! I am a little concerned about his maturity level but we will have to see how that plays out I don't want to jump to any conclusions without giving someone a chance. However super hot sexy guy I am fairly certain is a majuh playa! LOL So as much as it pains me he's history.

Funny story...I pull into my usual starbucks for my morning fix before work yesterday and the cute...way too young for me guy at the window goes WOW you have amazing eyes! Followed by.....how do you do your makeup? Yup I believe he wanted to share makeup tips possibly for his alter ego??? LOL

Seriously I am having fun being single although I really do hate the dating thing and I am pretty much the kind of person who I think oh he's nice to look at have one date and I'm like......NEXT!!!!! So.....here's my new wanted sign......

Wanted: Mature, employed, if not employed then financially stable, educated, funny, HONEST, guy who isn't going to turn me into a lampshade, and if you're bangin hot thats a major plus! LOL

Warren Sapp? Paging Warren Sapp?

Warren Sap the football player....if I am not mixing up names...ahhh good choice mmmmm

I like them a bit dark..myself..hehe hubby is peurto rican...so nicely browned...we always joke..cause with ice cream and cake..hubby really only likes vanilla kind and I only like chocolate kinds.....so we joke...as I am white and he is chocolate...

anyhow...heading in to work..in street clothes...to just do scheduling..and a few business things....I am still blahhh...but overnt I got to clear my nose a bit more.....maybe coming closer to an end...and maybe just a way bad cold....still thinking of calling the drs though...hmmm

anyhow..gotta run, hugsss,sarah

I think I'm getting a little better...don't feel as "blah" this morning as I have been.

I've read all the posts I've missed over the past day or so....here's a big :grouphug: for everyone. Don't think I quite have the strength right now to comment on everyone....sorry!!

Deb & Frank....your trees and ornaments are beautiful! I wish I had some talent to make crafts like that. My Mom could take a stick and make something beautiful out of it. I didn't get that gene....:(

I've got to sit down with all my bills and expenses today and try to come up with some sort of workable budget. Thought I had one but apparently I don't. This "fixed income" carp is really hard to get used to...especially after you've been used to earning a certain amount and getting a raise every now and then. I'm not complaining....not by any means 'cos I feel very fortunate to be getting what I am....but it does take some getting used to. I'm trying to calculate how much I need to set aside in order to be able to live on my own in the years to come. My LTD will not last forever. That being said....it's kinda hard to do that when there is nothing left at the end of the month to put away! :eek: No matter how I crunch the numbers I still have the same income and the same outgo each month. My other option is to find and marry a millionaire......:rolleyes:. Maybe I should start playing the lottery!!

We're supposed to get some rain here today, tomorrow and Thursday. We need it....at least it's not as cold as it has been. I was sorta concerned that we'd get ice but it doesn't look like we will.

Everyone have a good day...stay warm (or cool depending on where you are) and do something kind for someone else today...it'll make you feel good! :)

morning kelly:hug: glad you are slowly feeling better, hopefully that will speed itself up

we got rain too its gonna melt our white chrtistmas away, been freezing A%% cold now it warms up melts our snow then its gonna be a high of 14 this weekend:Bang-Head:

kelly the trees are really beautiful, those ornaments too, those things are neat my mom has a tree in her back yard she hangs like 6 or 8 of them from it looks really cool

one step at a time Weave, thats all you can do:hug:

ok cool i just read my weather forecast they totally changed it now we are gonna be warm 35 ish means no snow but no forzen car doors either:yahoo:

Happy Tuesday people!!!!:)

Kelly.............I am so glad you are feeling better.:hug:

frank and deb..........love those orbs/balls you made S&J. I think they
would look great strung on a porch!!!

Sandy........Im glad you all had fun together. good friends are something
to treasure!!!:hug:

Barb.......I hope you get the insurance all figured out!!!

Sarah...you should see the doc........there are ways to manage
CFS if that is what you have.....:hug:

Weav........it looks good for the job........hang in there!!!

Tricia......like your new avatar pic!!!

HIya Vonn, Fin, Kay, NaeNae, DebD, and all!!!!:hug::hug:

My Update: Im going in one hour for my volunteer day at my sons school.:)
After that a stop at a store and then home for the neverending laundry!!!


I hope that everyone has a wonderful day!!!!!!:hug::hug: