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Old 10-02-2009, 07:42 PM #11
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I wonder if GmaSue, BMW, and Alffe know how much it meant to me to be able to chat? This forum can mean the difference between Life and Death to some and--to others--the ability to survive.
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I wonder about cancer . I wonder how horrible being ill is, being in pain is.

I wonder if I can ask a question and be forgiven for my not so bible smarts and such.
I wonder when pain and suffering came into play?
wonder if it was from that fruit eatting thing? and wonder if it was just the pains of child birth that was delt or was it all pain in its many forms ?

I wonder that I dont care if I seem dumb with my wonder or if this should be on the spiritual thread...
I am just wondering thats all.
Wonder about Angel Friend Nikki I havent gotten reply in a good while .Wonder if she had surgery ? Wonder if i can send prayers to God to protect her and family and give them comfort.

I wonder that I liked chatting with ren and Alffe and gee i was eating to much chocolate to notice who
came and went gma sue, blessings2
hey that rhymes

Wonder that I am wondering to deep and to fast and only the sky can hold my wonders right now.
hugs to the broom as moi would often say

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BMW I wonder why I just now had Koala come to mind maybe she needs a hug ?
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I wonder if BMW knows how comforting it was to be in Chat with her?

Cancer is so destructive, but many are being treated and surviving. Sometimes the chemo cocktail is almost too toxic, and the very whole-body being treated to "survive" can be disabling. That said, I constantly read about the studies and chemical trials that appear to be working.

I wonder what questions BMW has about the Bible and Christianity? There are some very knowledgeable people here who will gladly help you find your own answers in the Word.

I wonder if BMW knows that many of us relate to your feelings about Self, guilt, work environment . . .

Wonder how BMW could even think that she/he is dumb? Of course not although you may think it. Being dumb -- that is a condition and not something that can be "brought-on" by some type of unhealthy life-style

I wonder how long any one person must suffer. feel anxious and afraid, to find that path to health, goodness, a spiritual connection/awakening. I don't know.
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I wonder that I'm still awake don't want to fall asleep...

I wonder that my mind is filled.. yet my heart feels empty...

I wonder at how fast a day can go from bad to worse...

I wonder at how fast we got to Wonder #200... Thank you Blue for starting a new chapter...

I wonder....

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I wonder that my plate has been, and continues to be so full these days..

I wonder that I need to be at least two people...

I wonder how difficult tomorrows funeral in Indianapolis will be for our neices and nephews....their father died..battled cancer for two years..
difficult on many levels as he was my ex brother in law...families are complicated! We hope our presence will help on some level. ~sigh~

I wonder if we can get the tv station to run PSA about suicide support groups....

I wonder how to get the word out when our location is so hard to find, and stores do NOT want to post a notice about SUICIDE...

I wonder about the worst movie I ever tried to watch yesterday afternoon...Mr.Alffe and I walked out of the theatre after 15 mins! It was labeled a comedy and got good reviews...granted we are old but even the teenagers in the audience weren't laughing. thumbs down on Zombieland.
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I wonder how sad I was to learn about dear Cooper today.... I am so sorry ((Alffe))

I wonder how wonderful it was to talk with ((BMW)) and ((Pono)) today.

I wonder if ((Moi)) and ((Moss)) know how much they effected me with their thoughtfulness?

I wonder how people can zone into our thoughts and just somehow know when we need help "to keep on swimming"

I wonder about the flu epidemic at the nursing home that has claimed so many lives. I wonder when they will find out what "virus" it is? I leave crying every single day for the loss of these beautiful lost souls I have come to love so much.

I wonder that I have been scared to death for Lynn and that I feel so helpless...

I wonder if Donald survived today? He was Lynn's first room mate and I love him to pieces. I wonder how sweet it was that his wife was consoling me! Such a wonderful woman

I wonder how those of you who work with the elderly or the ill can handle the heartache? Angels on Earth in my book!!

I wonder that I have also been busy with new doctors trying to figure out ways to help with my pain and planning surgeries.

I wonder that while filling out those forms, it asks about your family, and also the reason for their death....

It was the first time I had to write father deceased.
cause- suicide.

It is so damn hard!! I fell apart right their in the Doctors office
I sometimes feel I will forever be consumed in the grief ...

I wonder that I just dont have the strength to catch up on the threads and hope everyone understands. I am tired, so very tired and need to sign off... but want to leave big huge hugs to the room
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I wonder about cancer . I wonder how horrible being ill is, being in pain is.

I wonder if I can ask a question and be forgiven for my not so bible smarts and such.
I wonder when pain and suffering came into play?
wonder if it was from that fruit eatting thing? and wonder if it was just the pains of child birth that was delt or was it all pain in its many forms ?
I wonder the same things... Im about to start a cproject with cancer in children... and, I dont want to sound rude, ignorant or dumb, but, where is God when I 2 years old baby gets cancer !??!? I really, really wonder...

I wonder I should better stop wondering for today... or... I might type silly things and offend people here like Ive done in the past...
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..... I wonder why I just now had Koala come to mind maybe she needs a hug ?
I wonder how correct BMW is, once again.

My step-mother is near the end and suffering badly at the moment from lung cancer. I doubt she has long left with us. Also, my darling aunt who is 85, fell last week and has injured her shoulder badly. She lives too far away for me to visit, but I love her so and my heart aches to be with her.

I wonder if I even mentioned the health problems that I've been having lately? I saw a heart specialist on Friday and am starting some heart medications, but I am OK. Just a mere hiccup really, and nothing for my friends to worry about.

I wonder how much I'm looking forward to the warmer weather. We changed to Daylight Saving Time yesterday so summer is finally on it's way here... yippee!

I wonder how good it is to see Nikki posting after a time away. I'm sorry that things are so hard for you dear Nikki, but it sounds like Lynn is well looked after. In my nursing career I looked after many patients like your DH and believe me, it's a rewarding career for those who care enough to take the time with them that's required.

I wonder how Alffe and Mr Alffe are doing this week? My heart goes out to you both and please know that I understand the emptiness you must feel within yourselves.

I wonder if everyone else will forgive me for not acknowledging you today, but please know that each and every one are in my inside wonders.

Leaving mega hugs for the whole broom.....

Speaking of which, I miss the Broom person. Hope you and your's are doing well and incase you happen to lurk one day, in the middle of the night.......
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I wonder if I can leave Koala a big bear hug....
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I wonder if I can be forgiven for staying away for so long?

I wonder how beautiful Autumn can be here in the west!!

I wonder how great it was today when the Olhipie and I went canoeing with Common Ground and a small group with a variety of inabilities. It started to snow before we were done!!

I wonder about all the great wonderers, wanting to tell you all how much I think and pray for you all…and of course secretly hug you all!!!

I wonder about how great I feel…one year ago I had my fifth back surgery? I still have my challenges, however a lot of my leg pain is gone and I am regaining my strength in my legs.

I wonder about living where the seasons affect my painful parts. I’m feeling my winter pains already…but I love the extremes of the seasons in Utah!!!

I wonder how much I miss my brother who passed in March of this year…tons!

I wonder how wonderful it is to have my Mom with us…I don’t think I could say that a year ago at this time. It took making one of the bedrooms into a private living room for her to make things wonderful. I know she is living with me so I can learn to love her more deeply. She has been here two and half years now…

And finally I want to check to make sure the hugs are still big and loving and well just great!!!

I do love you all!!!

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