[Alffe]

I wonder if lonely1 knows that I thought about her when I made cookies today....*grin

I wonder if Addy remembers how much I LOVE having choices...you go girl!

I wonder who will eat all the Halloween candy....

I wonder if Doody knows that she's in my prayers...

I wonder at all the scary old movies on TV today...

I wonder if I ever told on myself..when seeing the original Halloween, years ago in the theatre...I stood up and screamed out loud..

(It was the boogyman of my childhood and you cannot kill the boogyman.)

I wonder if Tammi agrees with me that xanax is magic medicine...

[thelonely1]

I wonder why Alffe thinks I'm a "her," but I'm still glad she is thinking of me.

[reyn]

I wonder if Mistiis and Andy would be willing to help me, to offer some guidance to work through the process that will bring about an end to the mental/emotional abuse. Why, oh, why is it so complicated? How can I possibly take an action that will sever the relationship/the times with him when I know how much he is suffering and how little time he likely has with the leukemia battle. I just don't know how I can possibly try to save myself when that action might cause more problems for him and result in his death at an earlier time than would happen if there were not such serious problems between us. Please, any thoughts and ideas from you will be appreciated and studied.

Thank you, from my *heart,

[barbo]

Can you try to back off and separate yourself from him? You are not responsible for his emotional or his physical health. But you ARE responsible for your own health. I have been in an abusive relationship and I know how it works. You are feeling guilt when it is NOT NECESSARY. You are the one who is most important in this pairing. Take care of yourself - it will not make you feel awful - it is freeing. He will deal however he deals - it's his problem.

[Alffe]

I wonder who Andy is....*grin..just kidding..

I wonder why I assumed lonely1 was a girl....

I wonder how it can be Nov. already...so many leaves, so little time..

I wonder if we'll still "pass the peace" in church today...too many germs!

I wonder if Addy/Andy knows that I left our old church for many of the same reasons....too much drama..too much meaness from so called Christians....

I wonder if Addy will miss church as much as I have.....

I wonder if we will join the new church we have found...maybe in the Spring...

I wonder if all good things will come in the Spring...rescued Airedale???

I wonder if Blue knows what a sweetheart she is....

I wonder if Goofy is feeling better...

I wonder if Doody had a fun time on Halloween with lil'doody...

[Doody]

I wonder that I want to thank ((Alffe)) for her prayers.

[Addy]

I wonder if I'm Andy and think I am because I have lots to say dear Reyn!

OK... now I'm confused and I wonder if thelonely1 is a male or female and does it matter? ... isn't it funny how we just presume... NO WONDER lonely1 isn't baking cookies (Oh, oh... I'm stereo-typing!)

I wonder at how cruel my sister can be .. her words dig at the scab of my wounds .... I'd like to take away her shovel!

I wonder if you have a good therapist, dear Reyn... they are worth their weight in gold.

I wonder that Barbo said exactly what I was thinking... it took me a long time to understand that I am not responsible for the way other people react to what I say and/or do.

I wonder that my mother once told me to stay in my disfunctional marriage for the children... much like you are staying because he is ill... and how those words ate me with horric guilt as I lost myself and fell deeper and deeper into the pit... 22 years ...

I wonder that I probably won't miss church at all... because I had't attended for a few decades..... and returning to it taught me its not healthy for me (too much disfunction amongst those who go).... I'm allowing the spirit to move me...

[Burntmarshmallow]

Alffe I wonder why I thought lonelyone was a a member that used to post here ...So WRONG was I

I wonder that F.B. has connected me with some nieces and nephews I have not heard from in years and years, Wonder also that F.B. has also connected me with one very dear friend from high school and well some of you here too.

Wonder I think it is so funny Alffe mom and Barbo enjoyed the pee shooter picture wonder if Alffe mom had any of those times with her twins even tho yours are girls and not one of each ????????

Wonder that I have been using all my time to go threw boxes of pictures to find some of my Auntie Ruth to share with my family but that turned out to be a bigger project then I thought .

Wonder that me and my 2 sisters are working on a special gift for my mom she is very sad about losing her sister and now she is the only one left alive in her family. Wonder that I love my mom very much and hate she is sad.
Wonder that I /we hope she likes this surprise gift we are doing for her.

Wonder that I just needed to wonder here to touch base and now...
I wonder that I need to go read some threads and catch up with my family here.

Wonder if my big understanding non judging kind caring family here would like some hugs???
Wonder how i wish for each and every one here posting and those who read to have a month of positive things and healing days all month long.
PEACE
BMW

[barbo]

Your Mom will love her special gift!

[Addy]

I wonder at the WONDER of being able to heal and grow .... so much of this WONDER is towards this forum and the WONDERful people I have met through the years....

I wonder, if that makes sense?

I wonder what the heck else I was wanting to wonder here and wonder if perhaps I should eat something because that glass of wine went straight to my head!!!