[Abbie]

I wonder if I can leave the link for the FREE Spybot Search and Destroy download... just in case anyone might want to have it...

http://download.cnet.com/Spybot-Search-amp-Destroy/3000-8022_4-10122137.html

[Alffe]

Originally Posted by Abasaki

I wonder that if one more person tells me to be strong, suck it up, hang on, or anything else along those lines... someone just may get hurt!!

I wonder that I may not seem positive.. I'm not.... It's hard to be positive when negative is just about all that happens to me... but I am still here so obviously... I am hanging on.

I wonder that it may not look like I am fighting... Duh... I'm still here.

I wonder if I can let everyone know that I do fight the demons of suicidal thoughts many, many, many times a day... I do have some fight left in me.

I wonder that many, many times I do want to walk away and leave the monsters in my life behind.... I understand that this would hurt others and that is something that I DO NOT want to do.

I wonder that getting this out has eased my brain.. Please don't worry about me... as I said... I'm still here.



Abbie

I wonder if Abbie knows that we understand the monsters...the desire to have the pain end...the frustration of yet another day of more of the same......

I wonder if others, who do not share the beast of depression, have any idea how much strength it takes just to keep on keeping on...

I wonder about Hope and how elusive it seems at times....

I wonder about the courage it takes to share our feelings, to reach out yet again...to teach others how to behave and how NOT to behave...

I wonder if I can leave Abbie a hug....

[thelonely1]

I wonder at how comforting Alffe always is.

I don't wonder at how hard it is to be depressed, I know that all too well as it is.
I wonder why people who have never been depressed always try to advise depressed people.
I wonder that sometimes we don't really want their advise, but a simple hug would be nice.
I wonder if I can Abbie, because that's all that I want when I'm hurting, and maybe she wants one too?

I wonder at how thrilled I am every time I see that someone has mentioned me in a post.
I wonder at how starved for affection I must be...

I wonder if I'll be able to make recipe for the pie that dear Reyn PM'd me.

[Burntmarshmallow]

I wonder if Lonely1 and Reyn will share that pie recipe?/ Wonder that I made two pies yesterday and would so love a new pie to make Pretty please???

Wonder that my dd just arrived about 45 mins ago.. wonder that she unloaded her stuff into her room started a load of laundry then ... lol she went running . Wonder how nice and AWESOME it is to have her home for 3 weeks

Wonder that my mind is kinda flying around.
Wonder that I might start a thread to rant and "flash back" as
I wonder on my friend I work with who just had accident.

Wonder that it has been so heart warming to have a hug from a tot where I clean today and too the appreciation most of the people have shown this past week. Its the little things like jelly belly jelly beans. leaving a pot of coffee for the 3 of us workers to enjoy before we start to clean. A note thanking us /me for all we do with a candy cane.
wonder I am very blessed to just have a job and blessed more so to be able to be " back into living' to be able to work. sorry rambling

wonder on hugs , prayers and blessing to the readers and to my family here in the broom room .

PEACE
BMW

[barbo]

Lonely1, Lonely1, Lonely1, Lonely1, Lonely1, Lonely1, Lonely1, Lonely1

so there!

[Alffe]

I wonder where the pie recipe is.....

I wonder if Lonely1 is going to share it....*grin

I wonder how Manda is and if I can leave her a hug...

I wonder about Nikki, and GranmaSue, and Pono, and Doxie, and Mistiis...

I wonder that I "feel" their presence but it would be nice to have word of them...

I wonder how Blue is....still without a computer?

I wonder if today is a big one for Jaded...seems like I remember it is..

[Burntmarshmallow]

Wonder if Abbie will smile when I say Making copies
Wonder if she will get a cup of coco add some Marshmallows and ENJOY !!!!!

Wonder that I am going to be having fun with dd here and big sis coming tomorrow .

Wonder that I am going to stay busy and out with negative in with everything else.

Wonder on hugs and comforting positive energy ,thoguhts to the room and readers.
PEACE
BMW

[Abbie]

I wonder that yes... I smiled

I wonder that life has thrown me another curve and knocked me back a few steps....

I wonder that I WILL get it done... maybe not before Christmas...but definitely before next appointment.

I wonder that I was the first patient today at doc's office... in/out before my actual appointment time.

I wonder that if I should bake cookies this weekend while no on else is around?? Nah... it's going to be quiet around here and I need to rest.

I wonder that I still haven't slept... but going to try to nap today...

I wonder...

Abbie

[thelonely1]

I wonder if it's ok for me to post Reyn's pie recipe here.

3 graham cracker crusts (Honey Maid)
7 ounce bag Angel Flake Coconut,sweetened (Bakers)
8 ounce cream cheese (Philadelphia)
1 jar of caramel topping (Smucker's Toppings)
***I also use a jar of chocolate
14 ounce can of sweetened, condensed milk (Borden Eagle Brand)
1/4 cup butter
2 - 8 ounce [or a 16 ounce] whipped topping (CoolWhip)
chopped nuts for topping

Using mixer, cream the milk & softened cream cheese. Add CoolWhip & fold.
Melt butter in iron skillet. Add coconut to skillet and cook on low until it's light brown.

Layer: cream cheese, sprinkle with coconut, drizzle with caramel (and I also use chocolate). repeat, & top with nuts
Freeze

I wonder when I'll get to the grocery store so I can make it...

[Alffe]

I wonder if that recipe makes three pies and who Lonly1 will be sharing the other two with....

I wonder that it sounds really easy and yummy...let us know...*grin

I wonder if Abbie knows that we are right behind her so she will not fall...

I wonder about the weather in Florida?????

I wonder that we are supposed to get an inch of snow tonight and another inch tomorrow.....

I wonder how happy I was to find the lining of my coat...lost in the closet..

I wonder why Mr.Alffe suprised me with red roses....for no reason..

I wonder how much I enjoyed having warm cherry pie alamode for lunch....dessert instead of a meal.

I wonder how to spell alamode.....