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10-09-2010, 10:08 PM
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I wonder why nobody else has started a thread yet.. as I read that the last one ended over 24 hours ago.
I wonder if anyone knows that although I find this a bit odd (starting sentences off with I wonder...), I have been checking and anxiously waiting for a new one to start. I wonder what it was in me that finally just decided to do it. I wonder how much more of this I can handle... I wonder where I could go if I left home right now.. considering I can't take care of myself, drive, cook, walk more than a few minutes, shower alone, etc. I wonder how to deal with the blatant lies that tear me apart.. I wonder who I should tell about the situation I am dealing with I wonder how to handle it without hurting someone in the process I wonder how much more I can take before I just lose it and explode.. I wonder, when it gets to that point, what it will look like... I wonder why at the times I need someone the most, nobody is around.
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