I wonder if I can tell BMW how sorry I am to hear of her losses...

I wonder if she knows what a good friend she is to so many that are hurting...I lurk on your other forums and they are so fortunate to have you there..encouranging them on and understanding their pain..you are a good friend.

I wonder if I can admit to being absent from this "family" of ours..have been struggling myself with a lot of fear and I have been hurt by people who supposedly "love me". But that is life as we know it.

I wonder if I can thank Lara and Wren for their support and understanding...one day at a time is all I'm going to ask of myself.

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room.