[milo]

I lost my brother to suicide a couple of months ago, I have no family here, where I live. Everyone expects me to be fine. I traveled 24hrs to get to his funeral, I left my kids and husband at home for 4 days, then I traveled another 24hrs to get home. My husband, Yes was waiting for me at the airport, but his only concern was when we were going to have sex again. Now correct me if I'm wrong. I found this to be extremely insensitive. During the following weeks, I was *edit* at for being sad, I was actually even pushed to the ground and kicked for being such a depressing person. I know this is obviously, intolerable behavior, this is why I'm here. If I talk about the suicide, it's a problem, nobody wants to talk about.