Curious..you are a jewel....! Yes, it must have been the CAT BOX! *grin

well..from one animal to another...i was worried about the cat.

i wish i could just hop in my car and be there addy. i know me coming wouldn't really help...deep down. i love to clean and organize. weird huh?

see...when i get it all done...i paint or do crafts. that is my reward. do you need any painting done? i want to visit doody too.

I meant pushing in a good way... the best way... pushing me more in the direction I was going to go or thinking of going or knowing I had to go

The first push I used was the kitty litter - and I think the next push is my dishes... ok... Doody... IF I do mine, I'll let you know...

I'll check out that fly lady website...

Taking another day off tomorrow.
I will go to work on Wednesday - I'm being recognized for my "high quality" customer service...
the reward doesn't even come close to recognizing the loss of my mental health...

no prize can replace it

on that day I will make the decision - along with a doctor -

should I stay or should I go now...

Lordy, lordy... you would think that by age 53, I could recognize that finally I was sick! sick of everything... and finally, my body gave it and I have a bad cold and almost no voice - my insides saying you won't listen to the mental... ok, then, listen to the physical...

you are too sick to go to work girlfriend!

yay... yay... yay....

and reading back through this thread has given me the reminders to visit the doctor on Monday and take next week off work, too...

AND... speaking of the Lord....

I have been called in to the prospective new job for further testing, next Thursday, several hours before my flight leaves for the singing contest in the province of Saskatchewan.

AND after that testings, one more interview on the 15th, should I pass the testing (easy stuff like word, powerpoint and excell) - IF I don't pass the testing, I will still be looked at.

Slowly, I am cleaning up the clutter... mostly inside...

and I thank the Lord that I didn't get so sick that I can't sit here and write to you all.

thanks so much for being here for me!!!

(((Addy))) I've wondered about you every single day so I'm so glad you posted. Even though you've been sick you sound (by the written word) much better. I hope those tests go really well!!! This could be a big blessing for you.

And guess what. I made myself today go out and mow and trim my lawn. Couldn't before because of the heavy rains and flooding we had last week.

Then I was going to come inside and flop and sleep and ended up sweeping and picking up just a little.

However, there are still all those huge messes all over my house that will take days and days and days to deal with!

If you get a chance, do read some of the basics at that Fly Lady site. My favorite part is the setting a timer for 15 minutes and only working that long and taking a break. It does help.

Much love and hugs and have tons of fun on your singing trip.

I'm glad you no longer have the emotional sniffles - those are much harder to handle.

Hope the doc visit goes well tomorrow, and I hope you'll be back to singing loud and clear soon.