Im sorry if I havent posted like in ages....

I need help..... Im having a terrible day and dont want to do anything stupid so I came here.... because I know here Im safe....

I was betrayed by some "friends" and Im having a very hard time.... Im bad, my God... what a difficult day....

I need to scream but nobody seems to care....

Please help me...

Hold on there. This day will pass.

Keep yourself busy if you can.

Is anyone at home there with you?
Have you got anyone that can spend some time with you to take your mind off what has happened with your "friends"?

Im alone, but I have work to do.... I just cant see through the tear on my eyes hehe and I cant think properly to write my paper.... ufff

My daughter's writing a Uni paper today too. She was up really late so isn't awake here yet. (9am) It's going to be one of "those" days!

You're such a beautiful and sensitive soul. You have so much to live for. You have to try to remember that kiddo. It's hard sometimes I know. Try not to let those bullies get to you.

I will come back online shortly. I need to eat my oatmeal for breakfast or I'll get dizzy from not eating yet.
Will check back later. I hope you're feeling a bit stronger by then.

Thank you Lara, thank you for being here and for your words...... I really appreciate them

Please don't go back looking at the nasty things that were said by your "friends". That would make you feel worse.

When's your paper due, Blue?

Hey Blue....
You pulled me out of the wood work!!!! Please don't do anything.... I have secretly been hoping that maybe you might be able to help me get through some of my "basic" classes when I go back to school in the fall .

I have to take a test on Wednesday...Sentence Structure Skills.... My degree says I need a score of 80 to get into the classes I need. I've taken the test twice. First time I scored a 79. The second a 75. I am scared to death that I won't pass.

Why am I talking about this? I am hoping that maybe I am getting your mind off of things for just a moment.

Seriously, I don't know what happened but if someone betrayed you, I'm guessing they were never your friend to begin with. They used you for some reason and that is sad. Sad for you yes. But more sad for them that they had to stoop to that level.

You are a strong and beautiful young lady who deserves much better!!!
I am sending you many positive thoughts and a Giant HUG!!!!


Abbie

I am sorry today is so bad. It is hard to pick yourself up when you are so low. Let this day pass from you. You will make new friends. I am here. I lost a friend this year too and it devistated me for months. Had to go for council. I do care, and I understand those feelings you have. Try to do one small thing just for yourself. Eat some chocolate, just try to think of something else, and not your sorrow. I am here to talk to anytime. I care, ginnie

My paper is for "as soon as I can" haha. I want to send it tomorrow or tuesday the latest... Im fighting with a silly image right now....

Abbie: Thank you for your words. I will be here, right for you, if I can help you with your test, I will do it and together we will conquer !!!!!!!

Ginnie, Thank you sweetie....

I really need all this to pass as quickly as possible....

I felt very abandoned.... Someone insulted me and when I told the problem to this "friend", he gave the reason to the other person.... I expressed my feelings and he simply told me he had to leave because he was busy HE later read a message I send and didnt even reply back... Funny stuff I had just helped him with 600 bucks last week.... I felt so bretayed.... I do not want to think about the money, I just cant belive the kind of people we have to meet in this life....

Blue, when people break a confidence and our trust, it's very hurtful indeed. Yes, sadly all of our lives are touched by people from time to time who don't do the right things by us.

Good luck with your paper. Monday here, and my daughter's is due by 4pm Tuesday so it'll be an overnighter I guess. lol