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02-19-2015, 09:23 AM | #81 | |||
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02-19-2015, 11:36 AM | #82 | |||
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02-19-2015, 12:52 PM | #83 | |||
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Amen !
and 10 more "figures" so this is not too short to post
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02-20-2015, 09:17 PM | #84 | |||
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Oh heck no
Oh heck no The disrespect stops now Now Now Me
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02-21-2015, 01:53 PM | #85 | |||
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As one deserving the daily measure
A buoyant lift unto the sky You are one whose life path steps Beheld with awe bring much to life Your very words shaped instant treasure Some very hard, the stuff of strife And those emerged from moment's rest Color tapestry and bring delight Respected, yes, it is our pleasure The mantle placed of wisdom right Each here who dwell shall have respect Be honored as one who brings much light M56 |
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02-28-2015, 09:52 AM | #86 | |||
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thank you with a heavy heart i have reached a time in my life all that is good seems so faded i remember thinking as a young strong smart mommy who was born to kick butt with love and kindness i am a passionate in everything i do even in my worse of times it is a drive that comes from somewhere to be honest i believe it is my anger way back when all that matters to me to this day is that my children would like me especially for who i have become it is in the afterlife i want to be remembered she was the best mom and mimma ever or at most she tried her very best to make a better life for them why does this mean so much to me i had to be the best i could for my children i this sick mind divorced at 24 with 3 babies i did all i could to give THEM a happy life and i would be the most happiest just to know i had something to do with it i always taught them money in this fast mode Country thaught them be happy in what you do and that be your riches to have the liking's of my fellow human the love of my family and so sad to say this is not the case as they have become adults down right mean to the bone i have lifted my family when down and out not to ask for anything in return never ever sometimes embarrassed to think of some of the things they have done yet i miss and wish them a happy life even if i don't get to be a part of it i hope as the better weather comes along i too just like them can move along and just maybe i could meet someone special just for me until then i have my friends here to hold me wishing me well my illness the physical part shall not ever get better if by only a miracle Jesus Christ you carried your cross therefore i will carry my cross if anyone here were to ask me do you feel the love that is a undeniable yes so for your uplifting love i wish you all a happy healthy joyful life in what i expect from my adult children with any luck it will be sooner than later "WORDS" THAT COULD EITHER MAKE YOU OR BREAK YOU me
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03-17-2015, 10:56 AM | #87 | |||
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it will hurt me
especially if the message and lesson by not contacting my eldest child someone i entrusted and never thaught would screw me out of paying for purchases "I" yes this idiot is being screwed with my dell account balance over 2 grand and a monthly payment of $72 a month her purchase was for Christmas gifts 4 computer tablets and because i was very surprised at how she left my home at her last Skyline featuring a well known poet her name escapes me at the moment is when there was a confrontation on the mess she left for her sister Corissa knowing that being a major problem we are trying to work on "her laziness" and it is this blowout i hear her say "you shouldn't have had any children" those words cut me up into tiny pieces the one child i watched over there always whenever it will hurt me terribly because it is a tradition she stole, crushed into nothingness it will hurt me terribly how can i wish someone a happy birthday who didn't want to be born and they are not young teenagers she is hitting her mid thirties so much taking and nothing in return i do not speak of material possessions but our Spiritual growth as mother and daughter making this choice with a heavy heart a heavy heart me
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03-25-2015, 12:08 PM | #88 | |||
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no control of this happening
very aware of my situation have my shrink bi-weekly see my pain doc tomorrow the changes that going on with this body and mind in a bad place me
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04-08-2015, 12:38 PM | #89 | |||
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today i made the phone call to my boy
and wished him a happy birthday you see my boy takes issue with having to share today as it is a recognition of his day entering the world it happens to be the anniversary of my fathers suicide a grandfather he never got the chance to meet i do understand his reasons there is nothing bitter sweet about this day only SWEET MEMORIES of giving birth to a 9lb. son i only learned about his remorse that it too is something he suffers with being bipolar depressed and is under doctors care needless my sisters are alright 35 years ago my father shot himself in the heart in our 2nd car station wagon around the block from our home my parents purchased together if one were to stand outside the car you could see the kitchen back of our house in the evening hours clearly visual if blinds weren't pulled down i just don't get it me
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04-09-2015, 04:30 AM | #90 | |||
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Hugging you and son
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