If anyone has an idea of what my symptom is please tell me.. ANY IDEA will be greatly appreciated



Anything is everything at this point..



For people new to this thread my symptom is:

Constant 24/7 dreamy, spaced out, unreal state. Whole body is numb. My sense of touch is only about 75%. I basically feel high all the time.. And I hate it. It gets worse but it never gets better.

Could it be MS?

Could it be MS?

Hmm. Could be. But I can't really find anything that has to do with a dreamy/unreal feeling with MS.

Anything on the thyroid test yet?

Hope you don't mind; just thought of a few questions. Are you a very thin person or on the heavy side? Do you feel angry and often easily irritated by others or what someone may have done or said?

Is there any bullying from others going on?

Also, when you are in a class; are you mentally there or are your thoughts out the window somewhere??

Sam;
Hang in there; you don't appear to be a quitter.


Gerry

Don't mind the questions at all!

The doctor office in going to for the iodine test has to order the test, and hopefully it will be ready for me to take In a couple days, so have not taken it yet.

I'm a pretty skinny kid, but my weight has not changed drastically since I've started having these symtomps a year ago.

YES. I'm very sensitive. If someone says something to hurt me or my feelings it's very hard to hold in my feelings. I cry often.


No exact bullying, but as I mentioned before at the beginning of this thread I have trouble making and keeping friends. No one really wants to stay friends with me.

I can be mentally there for my first two classes or so, then the dreamy feeling gets worse and it's very hard to focus because of it.

Sam,

Do you know that a feeling of Detachment from Reality is a symptom of Anxiety Disorder?

Dave.

Yes I have. I researched about depersonalization and derealization (both from anxiety or traumatic events) . But I'm not sure if I have that or not. The symptoms described with that ere exactly like mine.




You see, most of my suicidal thoughts come exactly from this TORMENTING feeling of being high all the time. It's because I cannot find an ANSWER for it, And that kills me.


After the special thyroid test, if it comes back fine, I guess all I can resort to is that it's being caused by anxiety. If it's not from anxiety then I'm just going crazy and my life is over. I would probably commit suicide if that happened, knowing that I'm crazy and this is all in my head,



But I pray to God that's not the case. And that it IS my thyroid. Or I find a answer to this.

Yes Sam
i do know how you feel
it has been with me too all my life
"it" frustrates me to no end
you a young man have an upper hand
you recognize it
and are also going through the process of ELIMINATION
just know the odds are on your side
how frustrating it is not having control of our own mind
command it to do something
and nothing
i have learned so much more about myself since becoming ill physically
but all the other "stuff" that now surfaced and my body being off chemically
such as the OCD, hormones that it be too much or too little
HORMONES are a big deal on so many levels
never give up
fighting the fight
you don't have to go it alone
you are helping me and others
with you sharing
don't stop
love
me