Let's see, thanks to the increased dosage of my sleeping meds.... I slept last night. for a whole 5 hours. And it was nightmares. Then i woke, and fell back asleep to the same nightmare. 2 rattlesnakes had gotten into the house and one of them killed my mom. I was in a car chase trying to get there and one of the snakes was dead, the other still alive. I was trying to kill it without being bitten when I finally grabbed it and it turned into a wolf and I was finally able to kill it and as it dies, it turned back into a snake. UH HUH Yup, that kind of sleep sucks too.

Then I woke up.

And....
Then DD woke up... and screamed at me bc her ear hurts (she has been fighting an ear infection and a tube coming out of her ear for 3 days now).

Followed by the man asking me to please drive 20 miles out of my way to pick up his dry cleaning bc they moved him to another store and he can't get it. Oh, and can you swing by the store and pick me up some...


Followed by getting DD ready for school and me coming into my room to get my shoes so I can go get her Doctors note out of my car to pack in her bag... when DD screams bloody murder.

Why you ask?

Oh, because my stupid boxer ate some leaves while he was outside and was projective vomiting all over my living room. Then he tries to jump up in DD's lap so he jumps on my sofa (where he is not allowed to begin with) and spews all over my floor my sofa and of course on DD.

I finally get DD cleaned up and changed and off to school, get the man off to work, and I have scrubbed my sofa and my floors all before my first cup of coffee.

I can tell it is going to be one of those days already!

Hugs to you.
hugs to the kid

Tell the man to get his own dry cleaning, that YOU are busy, and sick, and suffering, and he claims to want to relieve stress in the house, and adding to your errand list ADDS to it, not subtracts. Then add a few of YOUR errands to his list.

Im sorry you are still not sleeping.

if only I could drink. Some bailey's and kaluaha in my coffee would really help this day. but noooooooooo instead I get to go play super woman today and wonder why I am so tired all of the time. hmmmm, let me think.... oh yeah, because this is a typical day for me.

And thanks to the stress and MS I have been an emotional nutcase lately. Like a preganant woman who is going through puberty and menopause all at the same time.

I am trying to think of my 5 things to be grateful for today:

1. DD was there so i did not shoot the dog.
2. Everybody is gone!
3. My sofa is clean.
4. I finally finished the first cup of coffee
5. I can come here and rant and no one tries to have me committed.

WHAT is the matter with him???

My response to that would be a big, loud "NO"! Followed by a list of things HE could do for YOU.

I understand legz . I have an insensitive man too. I think mine may have an undiagnosed mental or neuro problem but that doesn't make it any easier for me.

In my case, it's either put up with his crap or leave. I've decided not to leave for my own crazy reasons.

I hope your day gets better .

Really didn't mind going to get his stuff from the cleaners. I do understand he works 12 hour days and has school on his days off and they did transfer him to a new store with no notice and he is now driving even further every day and the only time he could get his clothes would be between classes on Monday and he works every weekend. I can empathize with that situation.

It's the dag on dog that is making life suck more today than usual. But, I have found my center, I have benedryled the pup and I am done running all of my outside errands. Plenty of things I would like to get done at the house today but I am only going to take them one thing at a time and if I get tired I will take a break.

Right now I have only 3 concerns: My daughter, myself, and my sanity.

I cannot worry about anything else because I do not have the energy and I just don't wanna.