There was just a thread about being out of the loop..... this is kinda related. Today, where I used to work, was the final state visit for a grant that I had implemented for the last 5 years. I have missed the entire final year. Plus today, our state supervisor, who has become my good friend, was there for her final visit. One of my best friend had taken over my position when I had to retire with disability in August. She has done a wonderful job I know, but I just can't even be there to celebrate the success with her.

I know that you all know how I feel. So I am just sharing this with you, to get it off my chest. So now I will try to dry my tears and be thankful for all the blessings God as given to me through this whole thing. And I will move on... But it's hard to be positive 100% of the time.

Thanks for listening!