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06-19-2009, 12:37 AM | #1 | |||
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The sun came out today!
We’re born again, there’s new grass on the field. A-roundin’ third, and headed for home, it’s a brown-eyed gorgeous chick; Anyone can understand the way I feel. Oh, put me in, coach - I’m ready to play today; Put me in, coach - I’m ready to play today; Look at me, I can be centerfield. After nearly one year, I think I am back!!!! Back from the exacerbation from hell which caused not only illness and pain but weight gain and a cane. Back from a depression so severe that I had my exit all planned. Back to remembering what used to make me happy and who I loved. It's been nothing short of he11, but this is the first opportunity where I think there might be a light at the end of the proverbial tunnel. And it comes during the week that my husband lost his job (Chrysler bankruptcy). Go figure. I have a long way to go but ths is the first time that I have felt it is possible. I'll take it. Thanks to all who left IMs, sent cards, emails, etc and never received a response back. I'm sorry, I was incapable. Honest. Thanks to those who kept sending them anyway assuming that one day they would be read and answered. And thanks to all who noticed I was even gone. You will not ever be forgotten. I promise you that. On top of everything else, my father's death sent me spiraling even faster downward. I don't think I shall ever get over this. I loved him so much, it hurt. But I am trying and I have gotten this far, so..... Anyway, I'm ready to play.....today....I can be centerfield. |
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06-19-2009, 01:05 AM | #2 | |||
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Yes! I'm glad you're back and feelin' better! I'm sorry for your loss, and know from my own experience only time and the love of those around you will ease the pain. I know you'll make it thru!
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Carolina (06-19-2009) |
06-19-2009, 01:06 AM | #3 | |||
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I for one am so very pleased to see you back! You even sound like the old Carolina.......and for that I'm extremely thankful.
I'm sorry to read about your dad, and the loss of your hubby's job, but................welcome back dear Carolina.
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Carolina (06-19-2009) |
06-19-2009, 05:03 AM | #4 | |||
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She's baaaaaack!!! It's SO good to see you posting again. Believe it or not, I was just thinking of you the other day!
I'm so sorry for all the challenges you've had but it does sound like you're rounding the corner and coming down the home stretch. If it makes you feel any better.......I've gained weight with this darned disease, too. The meds, less exercise, more food....you name it. But it's decided my mid-section is it's new home. Oh well, just more of me to love, I guess!! I'm so happy to see you again, Carolina.
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Carolina (06-19-2009) |
06-19-2009, 05:41 AM | #5 | |||
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Welcome back! There's always a spot of the field for you!
Again, welcome back!!! Niko
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Carolina (06-19-2009) |
06-19-2009, 10:32 AM | #6 | |||
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~Welcome Back Carolina!!
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Carolina (06-19-2009) |
06-19-2009, 11:40 AM | #7 | |||
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Welcome back! I thought you had found something better to do. Attacks just bite and that's all there is to it.
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Carolina (06-19-2009) |
06-19-2009, 04:31 PM | #8 | ||
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Carolina, glad to see you back!
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Carolina (06-19-2009) |
06-21-2009, 11:42 PM | #9 | |||
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Thanks so much to everyone who has been so kind.
If I may so bold to ask -- I know some of you have recently lost loved ones, particularly parents. How did you cope with it? Especially if you don't quite have the faith that everyone else leans on? I'm not so sure I believe in something "bigger" than us. I have sought counseling but even she agrees that without having faith, it is extremely difficult. Please do not give me any lectures on faith - it is exactly that reason as to why I frown on organized religion. I just need to know how to soften the blow and get through a day without crying. Thanks in advance for any suggestions. |
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06-22-2009, 12:11 AM | #10 | |||
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It's hard......and there are days when I still cry over the loss of my loved ones. I'm not sure the day will ever come where I don't cry. I lost both my parents in 2005. Your loss is much more recent than mine. Give yourself some time. Each of us grieves in our own personal way. I don't know when I realized that I wasn't crying quite as much but it did happen. I know it seems like that day will never come when you're the one going through the pain of it all, though.
I know it's rough. It's probably one of the hardest things to go through. Enjoy your "good days" and don't feel guilty when you find a reason to smile or laugh.
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