my '91 accident was the worst one physically and financially. in the best case i would have had 3 insurance companies to stack. because i could not get a fair settlement, i paid for medical bills and lost wages from my own funds acquired from credit cards. the settlement was delayed 4 yrs from the injuries and i was left holding a $10K credit card bill for living expenses and medical. it took me from 1995 until the sale of my farm in 2003 to get out of credit card debt. this really only moved the debt onto the mortgage on my new house. i estimate the accident cost me about $50K over the years, and continues to cost me in physical damages to my body. just yesterday i went for an mri in my knee that was injured in this wreck. nobody ever bothered to do an mri before now.

ok, that's the history. during the 6 mo directly following the accident i would have committed suicide if i had known how to. since i did not know how i plotted heinous revenge on the insurance companies in my poor sick brain (which was concussed). one of the insurance companies i will call "abc" insurance.

today my dad gave me a hard time about my insurance company i have for my auto and home. he went out and got a quote for less money from "abc". i don't know how to tell my dad i would rather chew my leg off than get involved with this outfit. no matter how much money i would save. i anticipate going home and being forced into some kind of argument over it.

i really dread going home now. i have been crying just remembering this crap.