Well it's been one of those weekends. Well actually week into the weekend. We all try to minimize our stress levels but life has other plans sometimes doesn't it?

Well financially we are taking major blows left and right. No matter how hard we try to stay afloat we just keep getting knocked back down. I know I'm fortunate to have my health, etc. etc. etc. but sometime holy crow..

Well I'm a cat lover. I have three. Last week my oldest special needs kitty who is the family favorite had blood coming from his ear. We rushed him to the vet. The vet after spending three hundred told us he is going to need over two thousand dollars to "fix" him. We just dont have it. Needless to say I cried for two days straight. We decided since he isn't in pain we will hold off and see what happens.

After crying for two days I went into hypermode. I kept busy. I took out my painting supplies and started painting in the cellar. Head pain, whooshing sounds, damn it all. Put on my head set and ignored the world. Well I did this for three days. Yesterday I fell HARD...

I finally got an appt for the anxiety clinic. The attorney's "worked" it out. I dont know why I continue to do this stuff to myself... Today's a new day....