Thank you everyone. It's hard to take a break and focus on me when I have so many responsibilities. I'm the sole provider for my biological son, my step-son, my girlfriend and one child on the way. I'm supporting them with a measily SSI check that barely covers rent and bills. If it wasn't for my mom helping out every once in awhile with diapers, wipes, etc. we would have fell under by now. I wish I could take one of my checks and disappear for an entire month, but that would mean my kids and girlfriend would be homeless. It's impossible to get any rest in a house full of kids and a pregnant woman who relies on you.

*sigh*

I fear that it's too late for me anyways. It's already been almost 2 years and I haven't REALLY given my brain a chance to heal. I think I'm just stuck where I'm at now.

I'm gonna try the music therapy tomorrow. I will mention the eye doctor thing at my next doctor appt. Ty for the suggestions .

Nick