activity has not been much as I am so fatigued and uncoordinated...routine


things feel foreign....i feel very out of my body and motor reflexes are so

slow....even as i type this it is like i have never felt a keyboard

before...never pet a dog before...the

sensation of it is sooooooo weird....holding forks, cups, keys....it is like i can't

do it...cant hold on and manipulate objects....i can ride stationary 15min and

it helps with circulation a bit as moving myself to do anything is a real

challange....hard to just "push thru" it....on adderall, zoloft, wellbutrin,

gabepentin.....hard to shower when it is weird to hold towel to dry, pick up

bar of soap, lather up......