Hi all,
So the MRI isn't necessarily the issue. The panic an anxiety about the MRI are. I am claustrophobic so Dr makes sure I have medication to take to calm me down same as the last two. I got through the first two and I could not even get into the machine, I fell like even with the medication that I am having a panic attack.

In fact I feel anxiety like I never have before. My comments may sound childish I know. They have done two already of the brain and now want/need one for the ears. I feel bad that I could not go through with it and then I get angry ab
Out having to go through it.

Non of this is my fault! I want my life back! So much for acceptance and calm rational thoughts toward that end. I am angry!

Thanks for listening....